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...Because as soon as you make this decision, the energy is already in motion serving that which you would like to manifest- There are many conversations these days around consciously creating, but what does that really mean? And how does this apply to you in your own personal situation? If you are in the process of allowing all of who you are and embarking on the amazing journey of self-realization you are going through many internal changes at this time. This is now reflecting in your outer life. Your relations with others are changing and some of them are dissolving with the setting of the sun while others are manifesting just as quickly. Your choices are changing, and becoming more available. At the same time, it seems as though things are tightening up and becoming more restrictive.
As you ebb and flow along this new path, one day seems like a miracle and the next is your annihilation. And how many of your family members or even close friends can you talk to about this? and can they actually understand? Good for you if they do. Because many family members will continue to see you as you always were, they will not notice the changes, until perhaps they do. It takes a certain awareness to see these changes in others. Perhaps, you are still drawn to this energetic tango and find yourself acting out an old identity or aspect that does not represent your consciousness anymore. Many are hiding their need for assistance because they don’t want to feel like they are being judged by the very ones who call themselves enlightened. It’s quite the interesting happening on Earth right now with all of this. Always ask for help if needed.
So, you are going along doing this conscious creating thing and then you start thinking what if something happens and everything you just allowed to manifest was a fluke? Like you are a fraud. The mind does a very good job at trying to keep you safe from unknown perceived danger. That inner strength that you came to within yourself, says no... it’s not a streak of good luck as what was perceived only with the mind. Energy is always available. There is no lack of it. It's all in the awareness. When one makes a true decision within themselves, and feels it. Really feels it. Then the energy is activated to serve that which it seeks to manifest. Is it money, relations, alone time, peace on Earth (which is really just peace within the self)...What is it? Thy will be done, here as it is within your own kingdom. and so it is.
There are many catch phrases, and tag lines, quotes from famous people or gurus, and certainly no shortage of memes passing around these days. I catch myself doing it once in awhile. It’s nice to do in moderation. I saw the one attached to this article today on a calendar for this month. That was all the inspiration I needed to write this post. “Make the choice to believe in your dreams.”Yes! Of course, that sounds great. And that’s exactly it, it sounds great.
The word ‘choice’ is all about making a decision, and knowing once you do and feel it, everything physical follows. You may need money right now to pay a bill and you lack funds for this. What is the energy around the situation? What decisions were being made and how is that energy serving you now? Is it coming in the form of fear that you will not be able to come up with the money? These are valid questions to ask. Because you are certainly not being punished. And you can’t get it wrong. This same thing goes for relationship issues which are not issues at all once you consciously realize the energy at play. What patterns continuously occur? What fears remain around being alone, or a perception of hurting the feelings of the ones you love? They haven't been able to understand you up to this point anyway. is the relationship going to work out or are you just buying time for the inevitable separation? There are no accidents, mishaps, or mistakes. There is always an alternate route presented at all times.
When you make the decision to fly like the hawk and not allow the other birds to bring you down, the wind current gracefully takes you along exactly where you need to be. You don’t fight the winds, no. You cruise with them. It’s awesome! Have you ever caught the sight of a raptor soaring across the sky and think of how elating that would be to have wings like that and fly high above everything? And this is much different than watching an airplane go by. You know why. If not, sit with this.
How does one live a ‘proper’ life during and after going through the process of self-realization? These are questions that are coming to mind for many of you at this time. They are actually bringing up the question, what does ‘proper’ look like? Trying to keep up with the Jones is certainly not proper, it’s just a learned social position that became the norm. Living up to your parents or peers expectations is not living your truth. Questions such as, what is a normal marriage? Income? Job? Social position? Etc. Trying to keep up with how it used to be for you can be tiring, and it is happening to many. However, this is also allowing hidden behaviors and actions come to surface from past, future, parallel time lines. This can be confusing to those who do not fully understand the process of ancestral clearing. It is certainly not understood with the mind--feelings arise such as guilt and lack and many others that are tied to situations and around the ones you love. This can be felt somewhere in your body if you tap into it.
These energetic blockages that have been with you for lifetimes and are now coming up to be resolved once and for all. It doesn’t mean you cannot create that which you need for yourself while allowing your new biology in. This is the way we work multidimensionally. It feels vulnerable and uncertain. This is the place where you come to your own Godhead and surrender to it all. You trust and know as soon as you make a decision it will work out.
I provide potent integration assistance if you feel called. Again, do not hesitate to ask for help when you need it. If not from me, there are many others who are here for you.
Namaste, and thank you for spending your time here with me.
***Muriel is an Author and Shaman. She provides life coaching/healing services (long distance or in-person). As a new energy creator, she shares her experiences of self-realization through articles, books, and online webinars/live events. Find her on Amazon Author Central to check out her books and free articles. Soul Ship: A Personal Account of Embodied Enlightenment is available in full-color as ebook and paperback. Visit: www.murielshickman.com for more information.
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