“Where are my wings? I’ve spent so long searching for the answers to my soul. I climbed a mountain and reached the heights. I couldn’t fly, so I walked back down instead.” Muriel spent too long contemplating these words to herself.
A loving voice suddenly came from the depth of her being,
“You waited until the time was right. It was always about the timing. You never gave up, although there were moments when you came close.”
“Who is this?” Muriel asked. This voice sounded different. It wasn’t the regular voice that she heard all the time coming from her brain.
“I am you, or it’s more like we are you. I am your higher self or master self. You knew somewhere inside this was going to happen one day. Like you said, with all your searching and reaching to the heights of your being you never thought you could fly. You would’ve continued to sit there in lotus position saying “om mani padme hum” lifetime after lifetime. We are here to tell you that you are the designated driver for this entire operation. You will listen to your internal compass and eventually know to trust this voice.”
Muriel sat there for a while as we listened to her struggles and resistance to what is inevitable. She knew she had to move on from the limited job she was working and strengthen her healing practice. The time had arrived where she could finally manifest what she wanted for herself, but there were a few things that she had to go through first.
She had to allow the process of becoming more than human and navigate this way while still living her life. But what she will come to find out is that her life eventually expands into a much livelier, calmer, and loving way of being. All her dreams come true…
What does it mean to be more than human?
One is no longer confined to structures, beliefs, and limitations. There are no more struggles or searching for truth. The questions of the what, when, where, how, and why fall away. There are no more power games or struggle to control anything. One no longer falls into someone’s web as a victim. The aging process slows down. The light body merges with the physical body and sickness diminishes and becomes obsolete. Being in the world, but not of the world. No longer suffering with the ills of the world. Death is no longer feared, and one does not leave their body the traditional way. The love for the self and others intensifies. Light shines forth so brightly that the creative energies are free to expand as they will. One is a sovereign and wise being who takes full responsibility for everything that happens to them. To understand and hold compassion for the human with all its beauty, wonder, struggles, and frailties. Understanding one’s multidimensionality, embracing all the aspects from countless lifetimes and this one too. Going where most humans fear to go, the places that scare them. To know that evil does not exist, only human psychopaths and mischievous spirits that don’t have bodies. All relationships change, including leaving the human biology with all its limitations and baggage. One is no longer confined to mass consciousness and can be sovereign within their own safe space. The knowing of being God while having a human experience...
But, before one gets to experience all of this, there is an integration period when all hell breaks loose.
It gets more and more difficult to do everyday activities. Life becomes boring, and you loose touch with yourself and eventually everyone around you. You can’t understand why things are not working anymore. You feel lonelier around others than you do when you are by yourself. You don’t fit in, and don’t really care. The one thing that holds you together is that you have enough wisdom stored up that at some point you will access it when you can’t take it anymore. Even daily activities such as starting the day, going to the bathroom, drinking water, eating food, all these things you become sensitive to.
Then the senses start reeling.
You start hearing ringing tones in the ears, and it’s not because you are losing your hearing. Things appear to you that were always there, but you don’t notice until now. Your sense of smell, the taste of food or drink, your sensitivity to energy all start changing, expanding, and morphing. You experience what is called “ascension symptoms” and they range from A-Z. There are countless ways the body reacts to frequency upgrades, and not everyone experiences it the same way. It can be both an arduous and elating process. It does become easier eventually, and worth it once one realizes they created the opportunity and are now taking full responsibility for their experiences.
This was the path Muriel had chosen for herself. To become the shining star she always felt herself to be. Was it going to be difficult? Yes, many challenges…but she was not alone, and this was what she was remembering and allowing herself to understand. The Golden Age is within...
(I began writing this book shortly after publishing my first one on January 1st this year, and have been going strong ever since. There is no method to my writing madness with this project as I am finding myself jumping all over the place, but it is coming together nicely and at a gentle pace. After eleven months, I am now about 190 pages in and would like to share with you an unedited excerpt from the second story "Rising Up and Becoming More than Human" in chapter 5. If you like what you read here and would like to support my endeavors, visit my books page)
When I speak about dimensions I often see people’s eyes glaze over and it is apparent this topic is either way beyond their understanding, or they simply are not interested. This depends of course on the persons consciousness whom I am addressing, but for the most part many are in the dark about what a dimension is and the nature of reality---it is not a fixed state, not even close. But we have managed to live life on Earth for a long time with a limited understanding. It’s as if we accepted things as they are and settled down. The “life is hard” philosophy and countless other limitations have been deeply embedded in our cells.
We look out at the landscape and see the ground, the trees, the sky. All of that is there, nothing has changed. The Sun comes up and goes down. There are stormy days and calm days. This is how it is here. Very structural. Right or wrong, left or right, side to side, up and down, this way or no way at all… and so on. This energetic structure is the third dimension. Very rigid and narrow. However, there are many dimensions and like the keys on the piano each has its own frequency and vibration. If there is an increase or decrease in frequency physicality responds, and like we are seeing with the changes in climate and in human consciousness, our third dimensional existence is changing, and we are no longer living strictly living within that dimension. We are teetering between several, and some of us are expanding beyond this.
A dimension is not a place way over there or away from here. All dimensions exist here and now. You can visualize an apartment building with many floors. The floors are not separate within their own building, no. They exist as one. What I find interesting is that humanity has created another dimension without realizing. Look at the amazing creation of the Internet. An inter-dimensional world created by humans. You can’t see it when you look out at the landscape. It’s not visible to wildlife, plants, animals, trees, the water…It’s man-made for man. But, like the old saying goes “as within so without, so without as within”.
The Internet is a dimension in itself. It has an energetic structural form for creativity to play itself out. You could almost say that it is an entry port connecting all dimensions, at least has the potential. Regardless, it has changed how we interact and our ability to communicate and is essentially a prehistoric form of time travel. When we stop to realize what we are all co-creating with the advent of the internet we gain a better understanding of what dimensions are, and how physicality plays itself out within an inter-dimensional reality.
Life as we know it and our understanding of ourselves and creation has been a mystery up to this point. It’s not that we won’t be surprised by things to come, but our actual comprehension of who we are--- why, how, when, where, and what will not be a mystery. Imagine the spaciousness around that notion, and what the individual will be able to accomplish within themselves and their outer world when they finally know who they are and what happened here on Earth. They will also come to find out that it was just a story, and the story is all changing.
There was a technology that came out that shifted everything. We now live in two worlds. Our outer world everyday existence intermingled with nature, and our inner world of digital transactions. How will the new human beings (AI) respond?
There are many in fear about what is happening to humanity. I’ve heard people say there is no hope for the world anymore as the content of the daily news becomes increasingly darker. They may have lost loved ones in a massive storm surge or at a marketplace behind the barrel of a gun, or simply disillusioned with the state of the world. As I watch this all unfold I cannot help but to draw the conclusion that the masses do not have the proper information and knowing to understand for themselves about what is occurring, and how could they? What is not understood is feared, and what is feared is most likely destroyed. So, let us talk about the frequency of life on Earth.
A massive fluctuation is happening with the Earths electromagnetic field frequency or what is better known as the Schumann Resonance. In layman terms, the life pulse of Earth is increasing. All life resonates to this frequency, and It’s generally at a relaxed state of 7.83Hz. However, in recent years it spiked to levels above 50Hz. This noticeably increased beginning in 2014. When the frequency fluctuates it disturbs all life on earth and strange occurrences can happen, such as the changing of migration patterns for birds and fish causing massive deaths at an alarming rate. It can also have an affect on human behavior creating elevated spiritual experiences and/or increased crime rates and chaos.
I created a presentation series in 2017 called “The Golden Age Within” where I presented it for the first time at the Pueblo Holistic Fair in Colorado. This series is for those who are trying to make sense of the senseless within the chaos of our times. It’s for those who are open and ready to have a better understanding to what is taking place globally and within themselves, and why so much chaos is happening with the weather patterns, earth changes, and humanity in general. I include the Schumann Resonance Frequency information because it is as pivotal to mention as it is about the changing of our Sun (that’s for another topic).
Everything is changing, and it’s difficult to avoid noticing. Unless you are choosing to stay asleep, which you wouldn’t be reading this if you were. The series is mainly about what is happening to humanity, the Earth, and where we are going from this point forward. There is a multidimensional reality becoming visible on the planet. Frequencies are changing and it’s causing interruptions to all walks of life, and the planet itself. Everything is becoming more and more chaotic, yet improving at the same time. How can this be possible? Let us take a closer look…
All life moves to a frequency of 7.83Hz. This is generally a relaxed state of being equivalent to Alpha wave brain activity in humans (see chart above). In recent years this frequency has been changing drastically, which I sense is coinciding with the increase in both elevated states of heightened awareness and spirituality. At the same time, there happens to be increased storm activity and human crime rate.
For instance, what sparked the creation of this article today is that there was a spike in frequency recorded at 40Hz within the last 24-hours, and there was another mass shooting reported today (this time in Thousand Oaks, California). I had also been paying attention to the unusual tornado activity that was occurring in the Southeastern part of the United States yesterday. The resonance frequency usually spikes during thunderstorm activity and the changing of weather patterns. I’m certainly not here to give a science lesson, but I mention these facts to give you a better understanding of what may be causing people to act out killing others and/or themselves, why all the protests and movements, and at the same time why there is one of the biggest spiritual movements we have ever seen on the planet is happening now. It’s all part of the inevitable changing of consciousness, and the pieces are starting to fit together.
If you notice within the brain wave chart above, the gamma waves are 30+Hz. This is a state of heightened mental activity, awareness, problem solving, fear, and transformation. It’s not difficult to see that someone who experiences this brain activity and is already mentally unstable may have a greater urge to act out their fears when the frequency is 30+Hz. Ultimately, they have too much mind chatter and they’ve literally been possessed by their own thoughts and clueless to what has been happening to them. They have gone mad. I can hear all the conspiracy theories being discussed openly right now about how the dark forces are manipulating the masses with mind control, and sending out frequencies causing people to go crazy, or producing chemicals or drugs setting off the lunatics to shoot masses of people. The paranoia is intense these days, and I wouldn’t give any time or energy unless you choose to go down that rabbit hole. You don’t need to be an intuitive such as myself to know what is ultimately occurring. There are enough scientific facts and metaphysical wisdom for us to have a proper discussion around the table.
You may or may not hear about this within the daily news in the coming months, but it doesn’t matter. It’s folks such as myself and countless others who know the truth within themselves as to what is occurring without all the fear and drama around it. We are experiencing a shift in the life pulse, and we are that pulse. May the information that I presented here shed light on the shadows currently at play or if it’s a confirmation you were looking for, the heart knows.
Do your research if you feel. keep cool, stay calm, and thanks for spending your time reading this.
May it be helpful.
You know what makes my heart sing these days?
Is seeing people treat animals with so much love. Yes, not everyone is caring for animals much like they don’t care for themselves and the world in general. However, many do, and their love is growing. Animals are designed to take on the energetics of their environment. They are much like sponges and have been intensely busy in recent years. As a collective we are changing our limited perspective about all of this. It’s wonderful and about time we do so.
It’s part of shifting awareness and is happening to all of humanity. To witness people honoring their pets and understanding truly why these critters entered their lives is a beautiful experience too. It really is about honoring the self, because the animals are a good self-reflection—without all the mind chatter. Sometimes they come to us in the form of a squirrel, butterfly, or tortoise when we are relaxing and enjoying the moment on a park bench. Nature is always speaking to us, especially our pets.
When you stop and ponder how your dog or cat, perhaps iguana, arrived into your life and not somewhere else or vice-versa, it becomes clear they have been traveling with you for lifetimes, and they always come for a reason and right on time.
They are wise guardians with much to share.
Yes, there are many homeless & abused domesticated animals, and those who are bred for monetary purposes…
…but, every animal has a story to tell, and they do this through their own little whimsical and quirkily way. Sometimes during play time, they seem to defy the laws of physics and how the body normally moves through space. I don’t know how many times I have seen my cat Lady perform ‘matrix moves” and then land on all four paws as if nothing happened. Amazing little kitty! My dog Bernie does the same thing, except it’s hilarious to see a 55-pound dog flip himself around and do it within a small space.
My partner Chris and I have always treated our pets as equals. They are not only our guardians, but our kids too—wise, wise beings of knowingness. They live long healthy, playful, and joyful lives. After it’s all said and done they know we know they will remain around us. There is no such thing as death and It’s all in the awareness.
It just feels good to care and be cared for by such lovely beings and have this physical experience together. It’s a tango, and a mutual act of love. When you multiple this by millions of these experiences you can see how grand the impact has on the entire web of life.
Animals are tuned-in energetic vortexes. They keep us company when we need a break from the human environment and remind us of our own divinity and pureness. They give us love and comfort when no one else is around. Simple, playful, and knowing. They show us patience and tell us to dance or laugh when we get too serious. They give us a space to cry when we need to let go of the world. They watch us and wonder why we frequently jump down “rabbit holes” …Ha!
They promise us that we are free, multidimensional, timeless, beings of great joy, like themselves. And so, we honor them by reflecting this back with the same love, patience, and adoration they have for us. What a pleasure and honor it is.
So, if you are reading this and you are one of the lovely humans respecting and honoring the animals, bless your heart, thank you, and keep going!
Everything Is Happening Right Now:
Utilizing Our Senses w/Intention and Attention to
Gain Cosmic Understanding of Ourselves and Creation
It may be that time of year again, whatever time of year you are reading this from, but you have never experienced this moment before.
Not like this.
In any given moment you are constantly changing. Your thoughts, emotions, and perhaps body pain are shifting. Each moment is unique and can never be experienced the same way.
This gradual changing movement is ever present.
Simple awareness of this brings an understanding that everything is happening right now.
No matter what time of year it is within this solar cycle, cosmically it is always the present moment.
You are here existing within the endless possibilities and ways of experiencing life and perceiving reality.
From an energetically neutral standpoint, it’s amazing to see that reality can be experienced however the perceiver wants it to be. Any action requires energy that is activated by an intention.
The intention may be positive or negative, depending upon the desired experience.
The human has five senses in which to play out their existence. When the full potential of each sense is realized it can act as a gateway to countless other senses, dimensions, and realities.
Most people live within an objective or agreed upon reality and spend their time and mental energy within a first attention state of mind. This means they are very good at every day tasks, every day general living and business duties.
However, when it comes to perceiving other types of events, unusual happenings, or what is considered spiritual, day to day distractions may obstruct a second attention viewpoint. This is the state of mind where one can see the symmetry and synergy of life at play.
This is an intuitive space where one can tune into their psychic abilities and notice coincidences and synchronicities. This is where creativity plays itself out.
What lies beyond the peripheral, underneath, or between the seams of ordinary reality?
My passion is to see with all my senses and what I can gather from perceiving with first and second attention. What is happening behind the scenes is truly what sets up the scenes to happen, and this is what interests me the most.
So, everything is happening right now…
all of creation, past, present, future, and simultaneous timelines.
We are doing this at any given moment. It’s not something to reach for or to become.
We are that, ALL that is and we can become conscious participants in any given moment.
For instance, everyone dreams every night whether aware of it or not. Some of the vistas experienced are much different than everyday living, and the dimensional structures of these places defy modern physics and what we know reality to be.
Another way to consciously participate is to Shamanic Journey or what is known as a Dream Walk or Guided Imagery. All those other worlds and endless possible realms exist right now in this moment and can be accessed with intention and lightness of heart.
A Shaman understands this and is known as the one who knows and sees with their strong eye beyond the veil of everyday life. They walk between worlds and bring back vital information for the community, heal sickness, assist in transitional processes such as birth and death, and possess countless other psychic abilities depending upon their specialty.
They work side by side with their loving compassionate aspects or guides, and many other beings of light for the benefit of life everywhere. Everyone has the capability to Shamanic Journey, just like everyone dreams at night. However, not everyone has the same way of experiencing it.
Some people are visual and see images within their minds eye, whereas others may have their strengths within the auditory sense. Or, some people may experience a combination of senses.
But, not everyone has a desire or passion to be a Shaman and dedicate their life to that type of work. They may do it occasionally for themselves, or some loved ones, but do not take it any further than that.
For others, it is an expression, a way of being, and a job all at the same time.
In any case, we can discover there are endless possibilities and ways of experiencing all of creation by setting an intention, utilizing the five senses, and strengthening our second attention with our first attention. This can be done now in this present moment where everything is happening.
Anything can be experienced in any given moment.
Creation is a big place and eternity is a long time. ;-)
Now, Journey on!
...and enjoy this song:
(Listen to the audio on the Youtube video above)
When you look at the world today in can seem to be very daunting depending on your perspective of course, but most people know the world by what they are shown from the media, friends, family, and community. You could say there is almost too much happening these days that it has become an emotional overload on the nervous system of many people and they are being overworked. It has also become difficult to know what the truth is. There are endless distractions to move us away from our own internal guidance system, but at the same time through this oppressive state many are going inward and finding truth in their own way—And, it’s not happening by thinking about it. The mind has a way of keeping us safe, but also has a good way of making us think a lot and continuously search for answers and worry about the past and the future all at the same time. This can get exhausting. When the mind can no longer figure it out, it takes a back seat and allows the inner knowing to speak up.
The human experience is being pushed to the limits like it has never been before, and many are finding it challenging to find balance during frequent energy shifts. The only way out for some is literally, out. For others, it is going within themselves. There is an internal happening going on within every individual on the planet right now and that is an awakening or a remembering of who they are. This is bringing a heightened sensitivity to energy and sparking curiosity for many. There is so much to be done to heal the world and humanity, for many this is an everyday reality. It’s a constant pull to do whatever possible in the moment to assist in creating balance within the chaos. For some it’s an inner calling and can no longer be ignored.
There is also a small group of individuals who understand the chaos and the ills of the world and know about consciousness and how energy works. They do not dismiss or ignore these happenings they simply know there are many who are learning lessons and gaining an understanding to the nature of this reality through the chaos. There is no passivity among these individuals. They know that you can choose to remain sanely intact with your energy and then choose wisely on how you intend to use it. This not only helps with balancing the energies all around but is a conscious action in which everyone benefits. There is really no need to take on the mental stress of trying to heal the ills of the world. Living life like that emotionally uses unnecessary energy and can drain an individual, creating more problems on top of the existing ones. Except it can get extremely personal. One benefits from thinking globally and acting locally. The most local place of all is within the heart.
Most of the problems in the world have very little to do with you. When you spend time with this notion it’s the simple truth. That is why it is extremely important to become aware of your own energy and thoughts. What you spend your attention on, how you activate your intentions either positive or negative, awareness is the key to understanding everything about yourself and in turn everyone and everything else.
Knowing there is nothing wrong with you and you’ve done nothing wrong is a crucial understanding for your personal outlook and on life itself. You are a grand eternal being who is confident in yourself and through this knowing and trusting of the self, the world and all its ways are being transformed simply by your existence. To say the world is a bad place is a broad judgement and reflects one’s state of mind. Bad and good things happen all the time, because everything is happening all the time. Focus, with intention and attention are important to strengthen in these times. They help in seeing a clearer picture of what is really happening in the world.
It’s nice to be relaxed when going about trying to save the world. So, understanding that all is truly well everywhere takes some stress off the already highly sensitive individual. It was never your responsibility to save the world, and you thought you understood this. However, somehow it stayed unconsciously close to your energetic sphere, and you found yourself exerting more energy than you had trying to make up for millions of people who are not acting. This can cause burnout, depression, and certainly a skewed viewpoint of the world. Also, pushing energy can create imbalance. As Margaret Mead once said about how the individual can help change the world with her famous quote, “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world, it’s the only thing that ever has.” So, this knowing can ease a mind that unconsciously takes on saving the world all alone when there are many others who do the same thing.
You don’t have to effort into creating or solving something, and certainly do not need to stress out or worry about the outcome. Alchemy becomes a natural way of life, and responsibility is the ability to respond to what is happening or needed in any given moment. Things just flow when thoughts, emotions, and actions are in balance. It’s like the carpet was laid out to simply walk through life. Will there be challenges along the way? Of course. But how you respond makes the difference. Don’t sweat the small stuff, and most importantly don’t sweat the big stuff.
Trust the flow. Sometimes the river is turbulent, sometimes it is calm. Whatever you choose, and however you respond, you are always correct. When one is a conscious creator, actions are based on conscious choices of how energy is used in any given circumstance. Knowing and loving the self and consciously acting from this place ultimately supports the world in countless ways.
Once upon a time, there lived a couple in a cabin far from the village; it was across the wide-open prairie, on the edge of a great forest. The husband worked most days, just to sustain their way of life, while his wife worked on developing her business. She was a talented healer who could perform magic with most people; she helped many to achieve their state of well being, simply by touching them where they hurt.
Being so far removed from the village, she rarely had the pleasure of a visiting client. It was dreadful for her to see her husband come home every day after long hours spent at the farm. He barely made enough money to pay for their cabin and their simple life, and sometimes, even those simple things seemed most difficult to attain. He didn’t know how long he would be able to sustain them.
“If they only knew the work that I can do.”
The husband heard his wife say those words on many days. Sometimes he would hear her crying them aloud to herself; perhaps she would remind him over a shared meal, or maybe she’d mutter them in her sleep.
One night, while speaking those same words, she was stopped in mid-sentence by a sound coming from outside the cabin. The husband went out to investigate. Finding nothing there amiss, he returned to finish his dinner. Later that evening, they both retired to bed. Maybe an hour after that the wife awoke out of deep sleep, hearing the same sound as earlier. Something was outside, and she was determined to find out what it was. The husband was soundly asleep and snoring loudly; she easily managed to get up without disturbing him. Putting on her robe, she walked out with a lantern to investigate things for herself. The forest was dark; rarely would anyone visit so late, with their home being such a distance from the village.
“Who’s there?” she asked.
She stayed quiet for a few moments, and then heard footsteps slightly ahead of her.
“Who’s there?” she asked again.
She held the lantern out, swinging it, so that she could see further out beyond the nearest trees. She then saw a small figure approach, which became more defined as it drew closer. At first, she saw a deer (and this was true), but it spooked, and ran swiftly past her and beyond, into shelter of the trees. The small creature remained, and now stood before her.
“What is it that you want?” she asked fearfully.
“It’s not entirely what I want, my dear, but also what can be done for you.” As the voice drew closer, so did its visage grow more clear. The elf bowed before her, with his hat in hand, as gentlemen will do when meeting a fair lady. She was taken aback by the sight of him. She had never seen such a creature before.
“I’ve been watching you for some time. I know that though you suffer, and feel impoverished, you also hold great truths in your heart that you wish to share.” He sat down next to her. “Sit with me, please.” He motioned for her to join him. She sat next to him, and he began to speak.
“I can help you obtain the work you need to not only sustain your life; you will actually come to be known as ‘The One Who Can Heal’ by those in your village. They, in turn, will tell all those they know from surrounding villages, and soon your talents will be known throughout the land.” His smile beamed, and he said, “you will never again struggle for survival.”
“That sounds wonderful, of course, but what do you expect from me in return?” she asked: it was a valid question, though she was anticipating his answer to be something unrealistic and painful.
“I want your tears,” he replied.
“What? That’s foolish. Why do you want my tears? That’s all you ask from me?” She crossed her arms, displaying her doubt and curiosity at once.
“Yes, but you will never be able to cry again. Never be able to feel the pain of another, nor shed tears at the loss of a loved one.”
She pondered his words for a moment; she didn’t feel comfortable with freely forsaking something that was so valuable (and dear) to her. The thought of never being able to shed another tear didn’t feel right, especially being someone who readily empathized with others (just by being who she was--and working her works).
“If it’s not tears you are willing to leave, then I would have your uncertainty,” he bargained.
“My uncertainty helps me to discover what I am capable of, and in a sense, helps me to avoid danger.” She was feeling suspicious of this little, bargaining elf. Equally true was that she had long since grown tired of struggling with her life of poverty. She felt she might jump at anything that would alleviate pressure from her husband; It wouldn’t be long before he wouldn’t be able to work the way he always had.
She hesitated to give an answer, considering that such an opportunity might never come again.
She was desperate to change her life.
The elf gave her a third option, which was: Travel for twelve miles through dense forest to reach the train stop on its outer edge and bring back something that he had left behind during his previous travels. She would not know what that was until she had arrived.
“Alright,” she said, “we have a deal.” She stood up and extended her hand.
“Excellent, you have made a wise choice,” he said.
While shaking hands, he looked up at her and winked. The elf took a golden horn from his side and put it to his mouth. He blew three times to the northern winds. Each time he blew it she felt something rise inside of her. “What is the horn for?” she asked.
“It will call the Guardian Spirits to come join you during your journey. They will protect you from any danger.” He repeatedly assured her of this, and in his words, she found comfort. “At dawn you must depart. Set a good pace through the forest if you wish to reach the train before it leaves,” he told her.
“Yes, I will follow your instructions: cross the forest, reach the train before it leaves, and find what you left there. I will return before sunset.” They shook hands one more time, and the elf walked away, melting into the dark of the forest.
Dawn came, and she quickly ate breakfast with her husband. She waited for him to leave, so that she didn’t have to tell him what she was up to; she wanted it to be a surprise. They kissed one other and he departed, down the path he walked to reach the farm each day.
She assembled the sack of supplies that she would need for the twelve-mile trek, then set out through the forest. At first the path was kind, and she thought to herself that the journey would be simple, but as the trail wound through the thick oak trees she realized it was getting more treacherous. She scaled giant boulders. She slid downward on her bottom to maneuver the steep hills and avoid falling. At last, she came to a clearing in which stood four trees. She thought it a perfect place to stop for a short rest and a snack. As she sat, she began to feel like she was being watched (and she was)… The elf had been there the whole time, but he blended so well with the forest that she had not noticed him; he was curious to see how she would handle herself while on the journey.
She heard geese flying overhead, which was a good sign that she was getting closer to the train. There would be a water source not too far from where it was stationed. Slightly after the honking of the geese, she heard a twig snap behind her. She looked to the side without turning her head, suspicious that there was something dangerous sneaking up on her. She grasped the knife she had brought out to cut her apple, and quickly turned around. It was a wolf, bearing his teeth. He meant business. The elf was still close by, thoughtfully watching the scene.
“You don’t seem to be my guide, so what do you want?” she asked Wolf. She was slightly crouched, in position to jump at him if he attacked.
“I will not eat you if you give me all of your food,” the wolf said.
“I need it to complete my journey to the other side of the forest!” she exclaimed.
“Well, then, I will eat you.” The wolf was displaying an attack posture, which made her nervous. Suddenly, he heard a distant pack howling and reconsidered his interest in her. “You’re lucky this time, but you won’t be when next we meet,” he said and ran off in the direction of the pack.
“Phew, thank goodness” she said aloud. Quickly she gathered her things together and started on the path again. She had walked only a few feet, when she tripped over a sharp, almost invisible, object sticking up out of the ground. She tumbled, rolling repeatedly, before coming to a stop. Shaking herself off, she looked down at her shin and noticed she was bleeding freely.
“Damn! I don’t have anything to stop it! Now what am I going to do?” she cried out loud. Then she began sobbing, feeling helpless, and didn’t want to continue any longer. The elf watched from behind a nearby tree, waiting for her to make a decision. Would she quit, journey back, without reaching the train? Or would she muster the courage to move on? After sobbing for several minutes, she grabbed some leaves from the path and placed them on her wound, applied pressure, and waited for the bleeding to stop. She eventually got up and continued down the path toward the train.
Before long, she saw a clearing through the trees and heard the music of the geese filling the air again. She knew that she had nearly arrived at the train stop; it would be waiting slightly behind the next hill, just moments from leaving.
“All aboard!” she heard the conductor shout. Shortly after, the train horn sounded. She ran as quickly as she could to reach the back of the now visible train and jumped on as it began to depart. It was moving slowly enough for her to spend ample time carefully checking each car, to try and find whatever the elf had left behind. So far, she had found nothing. She then saw the conductor and asked if any items had been found after recent trips.
“I’m sorry my dear, we always check the train carefully each night and have found nothing left behind,” he said with assurance. She was greatly disappointed and at a loss.
“What am I going to tell that little elf when I return with nothing? I’ve come all this way, through the dense forest, and yet still have the journey back,” she thought to herself. Saddened, she jumped from the moving train and headed back, knowing that she didn’t find what the elf said had been left behind. She wanted so much for her dreams to come true, but now she was at a loss.
She quietly returned to the homeward path, with head downcast. “If they only knew the work that I can do,” she began singing aloud. It was the only comfort she could give herself, and it distracted her enough to shorten the long journey. She heard geese flying overhead, and instead of their usual honking call, they started singing with her; changing the lyrics slightly to: “If she only knew the work that she can do.”
They startled her, but she raised her head to see them. Not only did it make her lift her head high again, but as the geese flew overhead she saw a lone feather floating down toward her. She stopped, watching it, and it eventually landed directly in front of her. She picked it up and smiled to herself. This was a gift! She delicately placed the feather inside of her pack and continued. “Maybe I could give the elf this beautiful goose feather, and he will be satisfied with the find,” she thought to herself. She still did not realize that he had been following her the whole time. He could have helped her during the journey, but it was hers to travel alone. They had an agreement. He kept his distance. She now felt a little better, so continued again along the path toward home.
The sun began to sink lower on the horizon, and the light of day was leaving the forest. She began walking faster. She must make haste before sunset to avoid walking in the dark, as It was no place for a lady to be walking alone at night. She had encountered the wolf during the day, but who knew what would happen when it got dark. Her pace increased, becoming almost panicked; she was afraid that it would be dark before she made it back. Just as the sun sunk below the horizon, she saw the roof of her cabin in the distance.
She eventually made it home, without again encountering the wolf, or any other danger along the way. There was even enough time to start dinner before her husband returned from his long day at the farm. Still, she had come back empty handed (except for the goose feather). Would that be good enough for the elf? She would soon find out…She heard a noise from outside the cabin. She thought it was her husband arriving early, but it was the elf coming up the walkway. She opened the cabin door and stepped out to greet him.
“Hello, my dear. I see that you returned safely from the journey. I am here to collect what is mine.” The elf reached out his hand to receive what she had brought.
“I made the journey and arrived back safely, but I never found what you left on the train.” She felt sad, and her eyes filled with tears. She didn’t know if the elf would consider the goose feather an adequate substitute, and she felt uneasy about offering it. Even though she had mustered the courage to make the long journey there and back, it might not be enough for him to grant her the wish that she so desperately wanted.
“Ah, but, that goose feather… That is indeed a lovely item and has facilitated the writing of many an adventurous story. However, I currently have no need for it, and would rather you keep it for yourself-- as a reminder of your trip.” He pulled back his hand and motioned for her to sit, then he sat down beside her.
“So, what did you leave behind on the train?” she asked.
“It was not an object. It was rather an attribute that you found while on your journey. So, indeed, you have retrieved what was left behind on that train,” he said with a smile.
“What do you mean by saying this?” Her curiosity was mixed with frustration.
“It was courage,” revealed the elf. “It took not only strength, but also a willingness to make the journey alone. You had a few guides accompanying you, but you did all the work; it was you, alone, who made the journey.
“So, I am to give you my courage?” she asked.
“No, you cannot give someone courage, but you can help them attain it by being beside them during their own personal journeys, which is exactly what I did. You didn’t know I was watching you the whole time. So, we both obtained the courage gifted to us by that journey.”
She stood up and danced with delight. The elf joined her in celebration.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” I understand now. You are such a wonderful elf. I will treasure this experience forever.”
“You are welcome, my dear. You deserve it. I see the gifts that you possess, and how you share them with the world… It was the only thing I truly wanted for you.” He bowed to her, took her hand, and kissed it gently. “I will be watching from time to time.” He said this as he slowly backed into the forest and disappeared.
Her husband came around the bend of the path with what seemed to be perfect timing. She ran to him in delight, which took him by surprise.
“I’m so happy to see you” she said. She hugged him and then kissed him a few times on his face and lips.
“’Ha ha! Hello, my love... Aren’t you just a happy little thing tonight...” he said, feeling her joy.
“Yes. Yes, I am. Come inside, for I have prepared a lovely dinner for us.”
After the meal they climbed into bed and fell into a deep sleep.
The next morning, she was awoken by a knock on her door. She quickly ran over and opened it to see who was there. It was a woman holding a sick child in her arms.
“Oh please! Can you help my little boy? He has been sick for several weeks now, and I don’t know what to do… No one in the village can help him, and I was instructed to come here. They told me of a woman, known as ‘The One Who Can Heal,’ living outside the village at the edge of the forest. Are you her?” the sad and desperate woman asked.
“Yes, I am she. Please come in.” She took the little boy from his mother’s arms and laid him down on her wellness table near the fire. She placed her healing hands on him and during the next few minutes, she performed her magic-- and the boy was revitalized.
“Oh, my goodness! Thank you!” replied the mother. “How do I repay you?” she asked.
“I charge a small fee of a few golden coins and ask of you in return only to spread word of my abilities throughout your village.” The mother handed her the golden coins, and they shook hands to seal the agreement.
“I will gladly tell everyone I know in the village about you! Thank you again for saving my boy.” The woman was sobbing with relief and joy, which, in turn, brought tears to her own eyes.
From that day onward, people came to her, sometimes from great distances, to ask for her help either on behalf of themselves or their loved ones. The couple would never feel poor again. They lived satisfying lives, and quickly began to see that they were accumulating substantial wealth… Enough for the husband to retire without worry when he felt ready, and for them to help pay off the debts of those in the village who struggled as they had.
They lived happily ever after.
Written by: Muriel Shickman
Edited by: Chris Drozdick
I share with you my understanding of what has been prophesied by many cultures around the world regarding the shift in consciousness, or "The Great Shift". It has been known for ages that we would move through a time on Earth when the dreaming would return to The People, and what was thought to have been lost would rise again and awaken within the hearts and minds of all nations. The Earth would go through a massive transformation, and those who have chosen to stay would be the Pathfinders for others to follow. These days are now upon us. We are quickly moving into a new way of being as the dreaming has returned to The People.
(The following message is to open the space and to assist in bringing the energetic's to the table. Those joining us understand all of what is being said here, again this is only to open the space for our party here tonight. Thank you).
Humanity is walking a path that has never been walked before. Those who have chosen to align themselves with this understanding are paving the way for others to follow when they are ready. We are making this very real and grounding this new energetics on the planet for the first time.
There are those who have always known within themselves about this truth of all that is and can stand in solidarity with others who are considered brave enough to walk this path at this time on Earth. There is a small percentage of these individuals who are truly doing this work. The energetics now available on the planet have opened a new platform for all of humanity to now come out and express this, but not all are doing the work. They may appear to be but that is because the platform is now available for them to so and are able to express in an effortless way. All of us can play with paints but not all can make the picture stand out for others to see a clear definition of the expression. Art imitates life, so we all can imitate. Recreate what has already been done. Then there are those paving a completely new path. Like the pioneers coming to a new land. They clear the rocks and boulders out of the way, perhaps there are small bushes or trees in the way. They move these aside so that the path becomes clearer for others to walk smoothly along without having to stop every few feet to avoid the bumps on the trail. (Muriel has a metaphor to explain this as she understands it from a personal experience) … There is a path that runs from the foothills of Colorado springs in Colorado and winds up around the mountains along what the Ute Indians had called “Tava” the mountain of the sun or more well known as “Pikes Peak” as what the Europeans had renamed it. This path was known as “Ute Pass”, because the Indians had cleared the way up the mountain, so they could migrate back and forth from the plains into the mountains. When the European settlers came to the region they had removed the Indians from the land, and sort of cleared their own path and renamed what had already been cleared by the Ute People, paved it with concrete and it is now known as Hwy. 24. This is only an example of what we are talking about when we bring up this understanding of being the first ones to clear the way for others to follow. There are many more metaphors being mentioned here, but we will stick with the original reason for all this being said.
So, with this knowing we can clearly see that humanity is ready to bring what has already been known at the heart center of everyone here to Earth for the very first time as a group. No longer one or two here and there, but many will follow. This isn’t an easy path, for it is difficult to move some of those tough boulders out of the way and many will find it too much to handle and “drop out” however that looks to the individual, either by not going any further at this time and leave the road for an easier existence, or perhaps they will all together leave their body because it is simply too difficult to let go of the baggage they have been carrying for so long. This could be ancestral or inherited weight, or perhaps the many aspects they have created and cannot integrate those into the physical body during this shift. They will leave and take another body and do it again later when the energetics are freed up for them to do so. It is those who are clearing the energetics to make the trip easier for the individuals when they feel ready to do so.
Humanity will be grounding the light frequencies from the original source creation onto the new platforms available on Earth. This is the mission. As all of creation has moved up in frequency. Billions of years of cycles had recently come to and end and started anew, it wasn’t just the cycles of what many have know as the Mayan Calendar, for instance with their 26,000-year cycle. No, many cycles have just come to pass and starting a completely new way. Even the Archangels have moved frequencies up to a whole new level that has never been done before.
The creation story, and that’s exactly what it is, “a story” has many renditions to it according to the individuals understanding of their own confine. However, there is a universal truth to what took place at the first stages before what we know as the universe or any of the universes were even created…
There was only source light, no other (or duality). Creator wanted to see itself and created another (this would be what you would see as two concentric circles (muriel holding up two circles), and then after that things started to get interesting. As creation started to look back at itself it created a little more in this fashion until there was more of itself to see itself. But, there was still a play with only the white light of all that is. There was more that was being done and as this went on creator (in a sense) created what we know as the “rays of creation”. These rays can be likened to what your rainbow looks like. All the individual colors… red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple or indigo, and so on. And the various ranges of these colors were beginning to be played with. As this went on creation itself with itself started to create more and more creation, creating creators from the sources creation. After awhile these creators started creating creators, and so on. But they were beginning to create within their own light instead of the original source light. As this occurred distortions were created throughout what you call time and space. These distortions were being made from less and less of sources original light. What your churches or religions call the “Darkness” are what we are talking about. But, these were misconstrued with the mental concepts of what was perceived as the light and the dark. There were no bad guys, ever. No one did anything wrong. There were no angels that fell from grace, and there was no having to save anyone. This all came from the minds of those who believed in good and bad. This was the trick of falling from grace, or better said, the outcome from creating less and less from the original source light. Again, no one did anything wrong. Creation was expanding so quickly at a rate that none of the creators could get a handle on, sort of speak. So, there was a consensus to create what you know as the “Order of the Arc”. This gave creation the opportunity to bring the light and the distortions or dark together as a kind of way to bring up creation to its original frequency.
Metatron created what you call the “3rd dimension” so that Earth would not fall anymore in consciousness. As the people who came out of this world brought the distortions with them, this created a fall of consciousness for the planet as well. It was not the other way around. This new platform created a “net” so that there were no more distortions being created. This was what many of you know as the Atlantean dream. This is what you began so very long ago, but at that time did not have the energetic platforms to carry out this operation to its full capacity. It took a little while in time and space for this manifestation to occur.
Many of you, those who have joined this space, were the ones working closely with Metatron and many of the archangels. Alongside as a solid team to bring these frequencies here for the success of this divine intervention. Those of you hearing these words were working alongside for many lifetimes to anchor this firmly here on Earth. It was a prime directive to do this, as many worlds exist here even though it appears that there is one solid planet called Earth.
There are many people or what you call tribes who have always had this understanding. It was not until the fall of man, or the fall of consciousness when the remembering fell away. Many of these individuals who know of this understanding of worlds within worlds have always kept this at the heart center of their daily living. They never left the heart or better said, never missed a beat of the knowing of this divinity within each person. The animal, plants, trees, rivers, oceans, and aerobics, non-aerobics never needed to have an understanding, for them it is simply known. As mankind fell more into their own creations, they fell asleep into a sort of amnesic state of being and began to see all life in this way. This falls into the old saying, “we don’t see others how they are, we see them how we are”. It was a simple projection of their own dream state or the trance they fell under.
Thank you for spending this time with us. I am Metatron, and work with you in solidarity to ground this understanding into the hearts and minds of all who are ready. Many Blessings! (Thank you Muriel).
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I had a dream last night… and one of the scenes that came to mind this morning was a man approached me and was a bit aggressive with his inner knowing. He was part of the group known as Shaumbra (*those unfamiliar with this group here is a fine-tuned definition taken directly from the Crimson Circle Glossary: “Shaumbra™ - The name used by Tobias and others for the group of humans going through the awakening process. Tobias claims the term originated during the times of Yeshua ben Joseph (Jesus), when people – many of them Essenes – would gather for secret spiritual meetings. Loosely translated in old Hebrew, the first portion of the word Shaumbra is pronounced “shau-home.” “Shau-home” means home or family. The second portion of the term is “ba-rah,” which means journey and mission. When these terms are put together, it is “shau-home-ba-rah” which means family that is on a journey and experiencing together. Tobias says that in the biblical times, a “shaumbra” was also a scarf or shawl that was worn by either male or female. It was a distinctive crimson color that let the others know it was time to meet. (pronounced Shom-bra)”. After having direct experiences with folks in this group I have gathered that they are uninformed about many of the ancient practices of Shamanism, particularly a term known as “dismemberment”, and how it is closely relates to much of what Adamus and the Crimson Council present within their teaching and coaching.
So, let’s go back to my dream last night… When I asked this man if he knew about this process, he said no and laughed a little at the question. Then, I telepathically picked up on what he was thinking, and I heard “Makyo” (*those unfamiliar with this term, here is another definition taken from the Crimson Circle Glossary: “Makyo - Spiritual verbiage and platitudes that distract from the true experience of Self. Adamus also describes this as spiritual bullshit.”
I said to the man, ok. Would you like to know what Dismemberment is all about? And he goofed around a bit, and eventually after his little side act clown show, he obliged to listen and fill his curiosity. I then began to chop of this head, arms, legs, and then the rest of the middle part of this body, the neck, chest, stomach and so on. After all his body parts were laying on the ground I proceeded to ask him to look at himself now. "What do you see? And who are you without your body?" He looked at his body parts and then started to look at himself and did this back and forth check a few times before he answered. “My body is still here, but it looks like light instead of the density I am familiar with.” He was a bit in shock at this point but was doing very well with this experience. I then proceeded to place all the body parts into a fire next to us. As he watched them burn he kept going back to checking out what he looked like without his physical body. “Keep watching yourself burn in that fire”, I suggested. As he did, he watched all his body parts turn to ashes.
The term Makyo has turned into a judgement type of word that folks on the path of embodied enlightenment are throwing around among themselves, like many of the spiritualities especially Shamanism, that it’s just bullshit, and the attitude of “you don’t need any of that”, because everything is inside the self. Well, yes. Understood. But, what needs to be clarified is that the verbiage that they are using to look down at many spiritualities and that which is creating a separation for themselves is the very natural processes that take place as being a divine being of light in human form. Regardless of the terms we use, look at the dismemberment process. Here is an excellent example: There is a bird in Egyptian mythology, the Phoenix that lived in the desert for 500 years and then consumed itself by fire, later to rise renewed from its ashes. It recycled its own life. When it perceived its impending death, the Phoenix ignited itself into a magnificent fire. In time, it reemerged from its own ashes—reborn, renewed, and very much alive. When we apply this ancient story to our own life we begin to see that it is us that need to stand in our own fire. With patience and “allowing” fire to do what it does best—transmutation. Fire is also the only element that cannot be polluted.
Let’s go back to my dream…after the man was finished processing his experience we then began to put him back together with a completely new body. His entire demeanor changed about this process and he then understood who he really was. We smiled together, and then I woke up. I felt inspired to write this for those who will greatly benefit from this knowing.
This is what it means to have direct experiences with small deaths, resurrections, and truly allowing oneself to begin anew again. I also want to point out there are countless ways for dismemberments to happen. Some come on their own during dream-time, or one can bring it on themselves during a shamanic Journey with a set intention for this type of cleansing, or it can happen in physical reality during daytime visions, and so on. It also brings all of us together as the entire human race is on the same “mission” whether we know it or not. One can truly embrace their sovereignty when they completely comprehend that we are all in this together. All together now, no pun intended.
Am I Allergic to My Own Energetics? Understanding Music, Sound & Frequency, Color coding, and how consciousness moves through the physical Body
Those of us who choose to raise our vibrations undergo changes on all levels of our being. This can happen in many ways, and unique to our own individual experiences. We are living in the most awesome times ever before in the history of this planet, and the frequencies that are available now are creating some elating experiences. At the same time, they are creating major adjustments to our mind, emotions, and physical body. One must be careful to approach this incredible transformation because when bringing in the light, higher frequencies can literally crush physical matter and the individual can experience major health problems. Also, those who are not choosing to undergo this transformation are experiencing this anyway by just being alive on a planet whose frequency is now at a higher range.
The medical industry remains clueless and limited by their own structure when trying to understand something that is metaphysical. However, there are individual doctors and facilities who are beginning to adopt practices that address energy, but it is still very new to the industry. So, instead of being able to cure this energetic issue, they merely treat it with their limited understanding, and this can make matters worse.
Many people are prescribed anti-depressants, opiates, or drugs that are detrimental to ones being, and is highly overlooked, creating a dependency epidemic like we have never witnessed before. Some people remain upset with this lack of care and continue to self-medicate to offset the symptoms they are experiencing. This not only creates havoc within the energetic bodies and the physical, but when one feels they are ready to let go of this they tend to experience a type of shock and then immediately go back to drinking alcohol, or taking street drugs, or even the legal cannabis that everyone is beginning to rely on to assist their healing and well-being (there is nothing wrong with cannabis. It does assist some key issues such as epilepsy, cancer, auto-immune deficiencies, neurological disorders). However, allowing one’s energy to serve them means they do not need anything outside of themselves. The light-body begins to come into the carbon body (physical body) naturally, and with time the symptoms subside, but this can be scary and unsettling making one unsure of themselves with this natural process and for good reasons. It takes courage.
So, what does the title of this article mean? Am I allergic to my own energetics? What if (and I love playing the “what if game”), ones’ own energy is too big for their physical body and they experience symptoms such as anxiety, depression, a feeling of walking alongside the self, neurological or nervous issues that create what the medical industry established as a degenerative brain issues such as MS or Fibromyalgia, cognitive issues, blood disorders, heart problems, auto-immune problems… the list goes on. One’s consciousness may be ready to let the energy serve in ways that they were unwilling to allow before, but the physical body may not be ready to handle the energetic surges that come with this rapid change.
When I work with my clients I use a couple of techniques that came to me over time from an inter-dimensional knowing, and it’s using sound (music frequency & vibrations), and what I call “color coding”.
For instance, the sound healing part is pretty much understood by most people. Simply, singing a tone/frequency over the physical body or using a mantra that carries a certain vibration (Abracadabra is an Arabic word meaning “I create as I speak”) that moves beyond the atomic level and re-adjusts the DNA and cellular structure. With the other technique (which works well in-person and long distance), “color coding” is a way to move the frequencies that reside in certain parts of the body that don’t necessarily belong there. For instance, people generally contact me through email or messenger and ask me if I can provide some healing assistance for their issue, and these problems can range from A-Z. One example to bring up here, is they may feel that an outside entity has taken up residence inside of them and they experience repeated nightmares, negativity, or they just don’t feel present all the way in their body (also known as a possession from a Shamanic standpoint). I begin to ask them where they sense this in their body, and then they respond by telling me it’s in their heart and throat. I then tell them to take three good deep breaths in and out (let the out breath fall naturally, and it helps by saying the vowel sound “ah”, it just feels good and helps clear a little stress or anxiety they may be feeling). Then when they are ready, I ask what colors they see in those areas, starting with the first location. It may be a color, texture, feeling, etc. but generally they see a certain color or two. I suggest moving the color to where it resides naturally in the body (those of you unfamiliar with this, the physical body has an aura surrounding it and is a rainbow of colors starting at the feet and moves to the head, i.e. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo or purple, and white). So, for instance if they are seeing brown/red, or even black, and green in the heart area I suggest moving the colors brown/red to below the waste area (this is the root chakra and is red in color when healthy). When they feel they have done this successfully, we move to the other area where they feel the stuck energy is residing, in this case is the throat. They may see some blue, or yellow, perhaps other colors, and then I work with them to move those colors to the areas of the body where they belong (keeping the blue in the throat area which is the natural color frequency of that area and the arms, communication). I ask them to go back to the heart and if they don’t’ see any other colors besides green or even magenta, we then go back to the throat. If they still see colors there, besides the ones that belong, we continue to move the other colors to the appropriate areas. Again, going back to the throat checking to see what resides there. After I feel confident they completed this process, I ask them how they are feeling at this point. Generally, they respond with a good feeling. We have succeeded at moving the frequencies to where they belong and attuned the aura surrounding the physical body. We have replaced the displaced energetics that was causing the symptoms or discomfort. Again, this is just an example of one person’s experience. Everyone has their own visualization during this process.
So, instead of going to the doctor or feeling that there is something major going on, I highly recommend spending some time with me and you will see from first hand experience that this type of metaphysical healing works, and will also save you much heartache, time, and money. You may just be bringing higher frequencies in faster than your body is equipped for.
Visit my healing page at: www.murielshickman.com/healing-services.
I did not travel to another Universe outside the Earth, no. I got small here. The little ones, blue… are called ‘The Who’, for now. One drop of water carries you here. Wait! There’s a dragon, and a wolf is a deer here too, it’s both. There’s another world below, let’s go deeper…Worlds that have always been here and older than the ground you walk upon. You can only see them when your heart is glad. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
Turtles don’t move slow, no. One step is equivalent to 50 miles in the fairy realms. Like many species here on Earth, turtle came up to the surface from “the below”. We will witness many more to come and dance with us among the new Sun. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
…and I’m not talking about the truth you think is true, true, true from something you heard outside of yourself. Their truth maybe true, but most likely it is not. Why? Because, you read some book written by a yogi or “realized master”, or attend a seminar or workshop, or a church that is only there to control your mind and emotions, and make you feel guilty, like you're actually important enough to go to a place called heaven or hell, or somewhere in between (and btw, the service sucks in all those places), and then go and repeat it like it's yours, like it actually helped your psychosis and delusions of grandeur, then you go out into the world and experience the truth of this plastic concrete paved place and drop down a few levels in your consciousness, take on a little more guilt added to what you already hid very well and thought you cleansed from your fragile eggshell mind, and guaranteed if you met any of your yogi or priestess idols you would not want to spend more than a minute with those assholes. Relationships don’t need to work, and compassion? There is no business for that in the coming days… just as there will be no such thing as a healer in the future. So, stop trying to please everyone, because you can’t, and well it’s a waste of… oh fuck. Forget it. The truth business is a mean business, certainly not for the light-hearted.
America, and much of the Western World suffer with a sickness towards “The Almighty Dollar”. It has become the new church and is much popular than any Christian Sect. Look at the Vatican. It’s a bank in its very nature. Sell the Vatican, feed the hungry. In fact, most of the poverty of the world could dissolve overnight by selling this “Real”-estate. The masses cannot see clearly because they have dollar signs in their eyes, and all the stuff they can get beyond the imagination from the comfortable corporatocracy. They are hypnotized by things beyond their immediate needs, and in a pleasure trance of stolen treasure. Most of this treasure is made of plastics, or materials that harm that natural world, and so everyone else and all who exist here suffers greatly because of this. Yes it is changing, but remember this… Things are getting better and worse at the same time.
In the late 1800’s the supreme court of the United States approved the corporations request to obtain a charter to sell goods and services. It was a like a “domino effect” and the corporate camp set up overnight, paved the land, and the companies, banks, government, and military took over (the power of eminent domain). The people no longer have any rights beyond their immediate breath, and now this is in question.
There is this insatiable hunger to find more and more ways to be comfortable. We live in a dimension, and a planet that is not set up to sustain this way of living. We are not meant to live the way most American’s desire to live, and it seems like they have the rest of world trying to meet this standard. Most of the resources reside in the United States, so it’s tempting, but it’s not sustainable.
At the individual level we are highly influenced by each other. We always crave more stuff to fancy up our “zoo cages” or homes, and never satisfied. It’s a hunger that will never go away. It’s like we are much like the canine group, always hungry for the next best thing. Humans are everywhere. This planet has become man-made, and because of our technology and our false sense of security we travel all over the place without much regard to the environment. That’s great that people have the freedom to do this, but it takes much responsibility of the individual to look around and see there are billions of people who have a desire to live like kings and queens. What’s up with all the traveling going on? Because we can jump into an airplane and go wherever we desire? Why aren’t people keeping this in check? Take what you need, leave the rest. Whatever happened to this common sense?
Those who have made the choice to awaken to their true selves have crossed the threshold into the “age of vulnerability”. Time to get used to this, because there is no ending of this age. No one will be left behind with the new frequencies available now on the planet, but the status quo is being tested like they have never witnessed before. So, we are all in this boat together without the paddles we thought could move us through these times.
So then, it brings us back to the abundance topic… Abundance is who we are, Yes. Just as time and space is not something outside of ourselves. I always tell people who struggle with obtaining any amount of money, if you have $1 you have enough (perhaps there is a reason why the money is not there, maybe it might bring you to your death? Or someone else?) If you have $1,000,000,000 you have enough (perhaps you like to make money just to make money. It’s not real anyway and cannot be taken with you when you die). Warren Buffet said it the best, “when people get greedy, be fearful. When people are fearful, get greedy. There is much truth beyond the first take of this statement. I have lived it, know this very well from direct experience.
It’s time to wake up from the trance. It’s not like there are many choices anyway, look around. If you haven’t noticed that there is a major shift in consciousness going on, time will bring you to this realization. There is a shamanic message that the Auchar people of the Amazon want the world to know... "The world is as we dream it", and it is time to change the nightmare into a beautiful dream. Or perhaps, you personally will not desire to go any further on a planet that is now at 5th dimensional frequency and check out. There is no such thing as death anyway, so we will all see you when we get there. If you choose to stay, that’s why I am here. I offer potent guidance for the days ahead of us. Also, for those who are suffering from losing a loved one to suicide, or any traumatic event. Visit my healing/life-coaching services page: http://www.murielshickman.com/healing-services
We all have an energetic field or aura around our physical body, which is comprised of several energetic fields that correspond to our emotional, mental, and spiritual aspects. If you extend your arms all the way out around your physical body and turn your palms in facing you, that is where you end, and the world begins. This is your energetic boundary. You can do this exercise with both arms extended out and move them around your body in either direction to get a feel for this. It goes above your head and a little below the feet too. Now, when you go out into the world this awareness of your boundaries is the utmost importance for not only the health and well-being of yourself, but the entire planet and many worlds that exist here.
When you are sharing space with someone or vice-versa, you can simply move your energetic field in closer to your physical body. In fact, you can move it in to the point where you can slip a piece of paper between your energy field and the person getting closer to you. This is still your space, and a boundary of where your field ends, and the world begins. It's all in the awareness.
Light pollution was a big issue with people until the cities expanded into metro-poles (and it's as if no one talks about it anymore). We not only have that problem but are contending to sound pollution as well. As if one person’s boundaries have extended out and reaches over the entire planet without anyone keeping this in check. Now, multiply that by seven billion people. I know here in America people suffer greatly with overextending their boundaries. They blare loud music out their car windows, like it's part of their image, and have no volume gauge when speaking. The list goes on.
So, one of the biggest issues with humanity is not having awareness of energetic boundaries. Not only does this create havoc for us, but all other species that we share this space with. The daily news is fueled by those who mistreat others by breaking these boundaries and taking what is not theirs. Sexual abuse, especially involving woman, children, homosexual and transgender individuals, is growing more intense every day. Many people don't feel comfortable talking about it. They simply try to shove it under the rug as if nothing is happening.
The planet will become a much more quiet, peaceful, and gentle place to exist when humanity has a general understanding of where they end, and the world begins. Let us start with ourselves, and make sure this is one of the first things we teach our children when they become old enough to understand.
So, I guess that's it...once you die before you die you realize nobody else dies, because no one ever truly does. There is no such thing as death, and it's no longer sad anymore. This is one way that you become different from many people because you may feel the sadness for a brief period, but it doesn't last too long. Your knowing kicks in, you realize this once the veil of grief is lifted, and you go into the remembering that no one ever dies.
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Energy is not something outside of the self, and the universe does not request one to acquire it. There is a common belief among the masses that if you do something right or wrong the universe (or God, or…) is watching and will act accordingly (even those who do not have any religious or spiritual beliefs. Somehow, they took this on). There is a general misunderstanding of the ancient Sanskrit word "karma", which means one’s actions, and that is all. There is no good or bad here. When the Beatles wrote their famous song "We All Shine On", the term "instant karma" was immediately spread throughout mass consciousness and assisted in redefining this word. It was totally misunderstood. People do very well at repeating what they hear from outside of themselves, and then owning it as if it was theirs. Any belief is limiting. Why? Because it came from outside the self. If and only if one checks in with themselves and it rings true, then it is. There is a universal truth, but one must find it within their own confine. We are physical beings, and so we move, and act.
We are born as shiny “God” specks, with our energy intact, twinkling in our “I Am-ness”, and knowing that we are everything (yet, nothing). Then, we begin to learn the world. Our mother and father or caretaker then tells us what is good and what is bad, and our peers reinforce it. There is an immediate energetic manipulation and controlling of the mind that takes place for one to be a good standing world citizen. So, I can hear the questions coming up at this point. That’s great Muriel, but there must be order. People can’t just go around killing, raping, and acting like they own this place and then nothing happens to them. If you look deeper into what was just said, there is an issue with power and control. Why are there so many prisons, mental institutions, and countless orderly ways to control those who are “out of line”? Because, we don’t know what to do with chaos. And has this worked very well? Not so much. So, then what are we going to do as we watch the daily news and the world is getting more and more chaotically intense as people act out this very thing that cannot be controlled? In fact, the more control presents itself, the more it’s acted out. There is a tango of power and control that takes place between those who create and maintain the laws, and the outlawed. Do you see? It’s a nice little wheel that spins 24 hours a day nonstop.
You hear the famous quote by Einstein floating around social media all the time these days, “We cannot solve our problems with the same level of thinking that created them.” Yet, there is this constant perpetual motion of the same old ways, the same old news, same, same… with very little change. Media is powered by the reactions from the masses, you and I. But what if it’s not the laws that need changing? What if (and I love to play the “what if” game), it’s the individual that needs to go within, and let themselves experience the “dark night of the soul”?
What sparked me to write this musing today had nothing to do with what was mentioned above. In fact, when my fingers began to type these words what I originally wanted to say changed. Now, to get to the original intention.
When we lose someone close to us this is a sad and sometimes tragic experience. Mostly because we will never see them again (at least in this lifetime as how they were in their physical form as that person), but what is taking place on an energetic level is the fact they are taking their energy back from everyone they shared it with. Usually this takes place when we die, not when we are still living. Why? Because most people do not understand how energy works and serves the individual. If one dies before they die, meaning they discovered their inner “Holy Grail”, then the process of taking one’s energy back takes place while they are still alive. We all can do this at any time. How much of your energy is scattered or splattered in places where you left it? How many people have tried to take your energy without much success? Why? Because it’s yours and does not belong to anyone else.
Energy feeding is a common epidemic, and it’s popular these days especially with social media. Why? Because many people do not like themselves and need reinforcement from others to tell them if they are good, or bad. Those who are famous feed from outside, but it’s a temporary fix. Like the heroin addict. It makes you wonder what happens to the famous person in that moment of death? Perhaps they already began the process of taking their energy back. I know this energetic awareness from being a musical performer most of my life. The crowd makes the performance. Other than that, it’s merely a private practice session. Many are purging what no longer belongs within their energetics because it truly cannot stay if the choice is to keep living on a planet whose frequency is now radiating self-love or well-being. It is now the utmost importance to close this feedback loop. There is nothing wrong with having friends and others tell you if they like you or not, but do you see the point here? You don’t need any outside input when you are comfortable in your own skin, the kingdom within. Gather up your energy. It’s yours, and you will see how it begins to serve you in ways unimaginable.
We all have a unique soul voice. No one is better than another. For some reason there is whole LOT of energy feeding going on with those who “speak their truth” and their “followers”. Crazy amount of idolizing. People are getting addicted to their “likes”. You may word it just so, fancy it up, and put in bit of soft, pretty little words to keep them coming, and sit on facebook most hours of the day. Why do you need followers? and why do you need to follow? I immediately took that off my profile at the very beginning. We all use this platform for our own reasons, I take mine very serious.
I have nothing to prove in this last lifetime of mine on Earth. There is whole lot of rubbing up against with folks who have already crossed the bridge into embodied enlightenment, and those who are on the bridge as assistants for those who are just embarking or will in the future. That is where I stand. I do offer my services lightly, because I have to. It’s extremely sensitive work that I do, and I love it! I would do nothing else, well… besides writing my books and playing my music.
I understand that once you say “I Am that I Am” you no longer need any assistance outside of the self. I tread lightly with these folks, God forbid. But, if would be nice once you get “there”, know there are well over 7 billion people that could use this assistance. No one heals anyone. If you are good at what you do, you simply pull everything from the individual and they ultimately heal themselves. They just required some assistance. Very simple.
Every single person on this planet will hit enlightenment. That is the mission. Remember, we fell hard in consciousness and those like myself who chose to give of themselves in this way stay on a bridge until all come into knowing. The new Bodhisattva, if you will? At the same time, I’m not a savior, or sacrificing myself for a cause. And this whole “truth” thing? Really? There is universal truth folks. (dropping the ball here, feels good)
I always liked what our dear comedic friend George Carlin once said, “It’s all bullshit, and it’s bad for you”. Stop with the hovering, better than shit… it’s a turnoff. Oh, and God forbid if you speak like I’m doing right now. The assumptions of me being angry are through the roof, hahahahahaha!
May this post be an inspiration for others who have been holding back from speaking like I am right now, because of the possibility of being judged by their colleagues or anyone else for being blunt, or angry, or anything else than “light and love”. Speak your heart. This is mine.
I always have an enjoyable conversation with my Mother when we talk about Jeshua (or Jesus as most people know him as), and what he was truly doing about 2000 years ago before they made religion out of him. “You will do greater things than I”, he said. “Muriel, you are doing just that, keep going, I love you”, he also said recently. There will be a small amount of people who will have the knowing, and you will accomplish what you have set out to do. Bye and bye...
One of the recent changes in my healing services that I provide went beyond the beyond. I started out providing only Shamanic healing's, but this expanded as I came into my embodied enlightenment. Now, part of the activation work that I do is helping to assist those into their remembering or knowing of who they truly are. Jeshua was not going to come back as one man. No. There are many, and they are extensions of this ascended master (like the Canine group for instance, no name, just canine. Your dog has no name only when the human names her), and there are many whom walk the Earth with us in this present day. Some know who they are (have known since they were young), some have an inkling (but are hesitant to even try to comprehend this because most people in the past whom have claimed themselves as Jesus were placed into mental institutions or laughed at, or shot, or hung, etc.) So, when I work with my clients it’s imperative that they throw out the concept of being Jesus, because creation has expanded much since the time of his resurrection, there is no point with this name. I call this type of work “What’s your blueprint?”
One truth turned into a mental concept, and so must be lived to see the bigger picture. Jeshua, the one of many teachers and prophets, came and showed himself and they made him into a God. He was a teacher, a sage. He was open to secret knowledge (Gospel of Thomas-Gnostics) and gave this knowing… “I’ve been with you the whole time and you don’t even know who I am.” He said. The Catholic church and many others did not buy into this and created a doctrine and dogma that had no relation of Jesus as a Jew. Father, Son, And Holy Spirit (Trinity) = God Head, which is only a conception created after he died. He was a teacher of the people.
In their own way everyone will find the truth. But what is the truth? Every individual must meet the truth in their walk, and this is a hard walk… but once found, this is their enlightenment. One truth but must find within one’s own confine. Jeshua says the Corporatocracy, the “All mighty dollar” is now the new church.
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Someone recently commented to me that if a person claims they are a Master, they truly are not a Master. And the reasoning they say behind it is simple. If one says it about themselves that is like the old saying ‘if you claim to be a wise man than you truly don’t know’ something along the lines like that. However, creation expanded to a degree still unknown to the common person. Humanity is still acted out the old energies of “you can’t do this, or you can’t say that because it’s all ego if you do’ and on and on this goes. I hate to burst some people’s bubbles (or maybe I do a little ), but creation went from 2 (duality) to 4 (the quad) (if you need more explanations on this send me a private message), and with this expansion the Master is now working in cohesion with their human aspects. And as of late, we are experiencing such a degree of this that, that’s even gone topsy turvy. The ‘soul voice’ or Master is now on the front lines and the human is taking a back seat. Not a back seat as in being silenced or shunned, but finally cooperating with it’s divinity. Finally going full strait ahead with all it’s humanness with no denial what so ever. Finally acknowledging ones own humanity with all the “imperfections” annoyances, pains, lacks, never getting it right, and so on. Any questions?
...and so it is true that Adamus, Kuthumi, Metatron, the Archangels have been working closely lately and with us and many of the celestials, there has been something different happening than anything else we have personally and collectively experienced.
Good deep breath,
And let it fully out on the out breath.
It may not be noticeable until it is. Take this time for yourself if you haven't recently. The integration of the "I Am" and the human has occurred. No more soul voice and then separately a brain speaking, it is all one voice, like a soft wind blowing across a vast open space. It can be a bit unsettling at first because of the awareness of the distance between thoughts (just as you view a fractal you are able to do with your thoughts. The story lines are there, and many go on for eternity, but all are interconnected just the same).
A keen sense of being present in a body and the incoming sensuality that most understand as a "kundalini rising" is occurring at a fast rate. Many can mistake this for sexual energies and that is because it's such a closely related energetic network. Those whom have done their spiritual work understand the dynamics that occur with imbalanced sexual energies, energy feeding, and the lack of energetic boundaries. If awareness is not present this type of awakening can also wreak havoc with the systems especially the nervous system and the adrenals.
Time is you. Take diligent care of yourself as your kindness and warmth helps assist others with this knowing during this time of great change.
May this day bring you everything for your greater good--Start freshly innocent.
I have had enough people in recent days ask me about my awareness of my multidimensionality, what it means, and how all this works. I would like to take a moment to show you. May this image and description open up some doorways.
The Visica Piscis is a sacred geometrical shape that I feel best describes how all of this works in cohesion. Starting from myself (the human) the circle begins locally (this is the center point, me. This is where the questions come from that the outer circles give answers to), then the second circle out are all my aspects, which for the most part are local in vicinity (this is the collective soul voice that knows without knowing, only answers) This is how I know the difference between the voices of the outer and inner circles. The last circle out are the Archangels, Ascended Masters, and infinite beings of light (they are not local in vicinity, they are light vibration, frequency of non-duality). All together, makes up the great ‘I Am’. So, when you see the words “I Am that I Am” may this help you to better understand.
All of this and more will be in greater detail in my upcoming book, ‘Soul Ship’.
Many years ago my lovely teacher, Jim Self of Mastering Alchemy said the above statement when I was moving into becoming a “healer” and creating an entire business out of it. There is no such thing as a healer in the future? Huh? So, if you could imagine when he said those words the unknown that was stirred from inside myself and all kinds of feelings, and some fear too. (Thank you for reading on…)
So, if this is the case why am I spending all my precious time enhancing my healing practice if there is no future for this? I thoroughly understand it is helping others right now, (but)…Before I could even finish the question a voice came from inside and said, “Keep going”.
The shift in consciousness is moving things fast, and yes people are beginning to wake up and have their own personal self-realizations (or enlightenment), and once this realization occurs we begin to heal from the inside out. (Hold your hand out and the apple will appear). It’s as simple as a shift in perception. However, there will be many who still need your lightness of heart and healing hands for many decades to come, that too is shifting, but for now… Many will still need you.
This is what it means to be on “The Bridge” between the old world and the new world. And it’s changing faster than the speed of light!
Blog/Musings by Muriel Shickman
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