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When you look at the world today in can seem to be very daunting depending on your perspective of course, but most people know the world by what they are shown from the media, friends, family, and community. You could say there is almost too much happening these days that it has become an emotional overload on the nervous system of many people and they are being overworked. It has also become difficult to know what the truth is. There are endless distractions to move us away from our own internal guidance system, but at the same time through this oppressive state many are going inward and finding truth in their own way—And, it’s not happening by thinking about it. The mind has a way of keeping us safe, but also has a good way of making us think a lot and continuously search for answers and worry about the past and the future all at the same time. This can get exhausting. When the mind can no longer figure it out, it takes a back seat and allows the inner knowing to speak up.
The human experience is being pushed to the limits like it has never been before, and many are finding it challenging to find balance during frequent energy shifts. The only way out for some is literally, out. For others, it is going within themselves. There is an internal happening going on within every individual on the planet right now and that is an awakening or a remembering of who they are. This is bringing a heightened sensitivity to energy and sparking curiosity for many. There is so much to be done to heal the world and humanity, for many this is an everyday reality. It’s a constant pull to do whatever possible in the moment to assist in creating balance within the chaos. For some it’s an inner calling and can no longer be ignored.
There is also a small group of individuals who understand the chaos and the ills of the world and know about consciousness and how energy works. They do not dismiss or ignore these happenings they simply know there are many who are learning lessons and gaining an understanding to the nature of this reality through the chaos. There is no passivity among these individuals. They know that you can choose to remain sanely intact with your energy and then choose wisely on how you intend to use it. This not only helps with balancing the energies all around but is a conscious action in which everyone benefits. There is really no need to take on the mental stress of trying to heal the ills of the world. Living life like that emotionally uses unnecessary energy and can drain an individual, creating more problems on top of the existing ones. Except it can get extremely personal. One benefits from thinking globally and acting locally. The most local place of all is within the heart.
Most of the problems in the world have very little to do with you. When you spend time with this notion it’s the simple truth. That is why it is extremely important to become aware of your own energy and thoughts. What you spend your attention on, how you activate your intentions either positive or negative, awareness is the key to understanding everything about yourself and in turn everyone and everything else.
Knowing there is nothing wrong with you and you’ve done nothing wrong is a crucial understanding for your personal outlook and on life itself. You are a grand eternal being who is confident in yourself and through this knowing and trusting of the self, the world and all its ways are being transformed simply by your existence. To say the world is a bad place is a broad judgement and reflects one’s state of mind. Bad and good things happen all the time, because everything is happening all the time. Focus, with intention and attention are important to strengthen in these times. They help in seeing a clearer picture of what is really happening in the world.
It’s nice to be relaxed when going about trying to save the world. So, understanding that all is truly well everywhere takes some stress off the already highly sensitive individual. It was never your responsibility to save the world, and you thought you understood this. However, somehow it stayed unconsciously close to your energetic sphere, and you found yourself exerting more energy than you had trying to make up for millions of people who are not acting. This can cause burnout, depression, and certainly a skewed viewpoint of the world. Also, pushing energy can create imbalance. As Margaret Mead once said about how the individual can help change the world with her famous quote, “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world, it’s the only thing that ever has.” So, this knowing can ease a mind that unconsciously takes on saving the world all alone when there are many others who do the same thing.
You don’t have to effort into creating or solving something, and certainly do not need to stress out or worry about the outcome. Alchemy becomes a natural way of life, and responsibility is the ability to respond to what is happening or needed in any given moment. Things just flow when thoughts, emotions, and actions are in balance. It’s like the carpet was laid out to simply walk through life. Will there be challenges along the way? Of course. But how you respond makes the difference. Don’t sweat the small stuff, and most importantly don’t sweat the big stuff.
Trust the flow. Sometimes the river is turbulent, sometimes it is calm. Whatever you choose, and however you respond, you are always correct. When one is a conscious creator, actions are based on conscious choices of how energy is used in any given circumstance. Knowing and loving the self and consciously acting from this place ultimately supports the world in countless ways.
Once upon a time, there lived a couple in a cabin far from the village; it was across the wide-open prairie, on the edge of a great forest. The husband worked most days, just to sustain their way of life, while his wife worked on developing her business. She was a talented healer who could perform magic with most people; she helped many to achieve their state of well being, simply by touching them where they hurt.
Being so far removed from the village, she rarely had the pleasure of a visiting client. It was dreadful for her to see her husband come home every day after long hours spent at the farm. He barely made enough money to pay for their cabin and their simple life, and sometimes, even those simple things seemed most difficult to attain. He didn’t know how long he would be able to sustain them.
“If they only knew the work that I can do.”
The husband heard his wife say those words on many days. Sometimes he would hear her crying them aloud to herself; perhaps she would remind him over a shared meal, or maybe she’d mutter them in her sleep.
One night, while speaking those same words, she was stopped in mid-sentence by a sound coming from outside the cabin. The husband went out to investigate. Finding nothing there amiss, he returned to finish his dinner. Later that evening, they both retired to bed. Maybe an hour after that the wife awoke out of deep sleep, hearing the same sound as earlier. Something was outside, and she was determined to find out what it was. The husband was soundly asleep and snoring loudly; she easily managed to get up without disturbing him. Putting on her robe, she walked out with a lantern to investigate things for herself. The forest was dark; rarely would anyone visit so late, with their home being such a distance from the village.
“Who’s there?” she asked.
She stayed quiet for a few moments, and then heard footsteps slightly ahead of her.
“Who’s there?” she asked again.
She held the lantern out, swinging it, so that she could see further out beyond the nearest trees. She then saw a small figure approach, which became more defined as it drew closer. At first, she saw a deer (and this was true), but it spooked, and ran swiftly past her and beyond, into shelter of the trees. The small creature remained, and now stood before her.
“What is it that you want?” she asked fearfully.
“It’s not entirely what I want, my dear, but also what can be done for you.” As the voice drew closer, so did its visage grow more clear. The elf bowed before her, with his hat in hand, as gentlemen will do when meeting a fair lady. She was taken aback by the sight of him. She had never seen such a creature before.
“I’ve been watching you for some time. I know that though you suffer, and feel impoverished, you also hold great truths in your heart that you wish to share.” He sat down next to her. “Sit with me, please.” He motioned for her to join him. She sat next to him, and he began to speak.
“I can help you obtain the work you need to not only sustain your life; you will actually come to be known as ‘The One Who Can Heal’ by those in your village. They, in turn, will tell all those they know from surrounding villages, and soon your talents will be known throughout the land.” His smile beamed, and he said, “you will never again struggle for survival.”
“That sounds wonderful, of course, but what do you expect from me in return?” she asked: it was a valid question, though she was anticipating his answer to be something unrealistic and painful.
“I want your tears,” he replied.
“What? That’s foolish. Why do you want my tears? That’s all you ask from me?” She crossed her arms, displaying her doubt and curiosity at once.
“Yes, but you will never be able to cry again. Never be able to feel the pain of another, nor shed tears at the loss of a loved one.”
She pondered his words for a moment; she didn’t feel comfortable with freely forsaking something that was so valuable (and dear) to her. The thought of never being able to shed another tear didn’t feel right, especially being someone who readily empathized with others (just by being who she was--and working her works).
“If it’s not tears you are willing to leave, then I would have your uncertainty,” he bargained.
“My uncertainty helps me to discover what I am capable of, and in a sense, helps me to avoid danger.” She was feeling suspicious of this little, bargaining elf. Equally true was that she had long since grown tired of struggling with her life of poverty. She felt she might jump at anything that would alleviate pressure from her husband; It wouldn’t be long before he wouldn’t be able to work the way he always had.
She hesitated to give an answer, considering that such an opportunity might never come again.
She was desperate to change her life.
The elf gave her a third option, which was: Travel for twelve miles through dense forest to reach the train stop on its outer edge and bring back something that he had left behind during his previous travels. She would not know what that was until she had arrived.
“Alright,” she said, “we have a deal.” She stood up and extended her hand.
“Excellent, you have made a wise choice,” he said.
While shaking hands, he looked up at her and winked. The elf took a golden horn from his side and put it to his mouth. He blew three times to the northern winds. Each time he blew it she felt something rise inside of her. “What is the horn for?” she asked.
“It will call the Guardian Spirits to come join you during your journey. They will protect you from any danger.” He repeatedly assured her of this, and in his words, she found comfort. “At dawn you must depart. Set a good pace through the forest if you wish to reach the train before it leaves,” he told her.
“Yes, I will follow your instructions: cross the forest, reach the train before it leaves, and find what you left there. I will return before sunset.” They shook hands one more time, and the elf walked away, melting into the dark of the forest.
Dawn came, and she quickly ate breakfast with her husband. She waited for him to leave, so that she didn’t have to tell him what she was up to; she wanted it to be a surprise. They kissed one other and he departed, down the path he walked to reach the farm each day.
She assembled the sack of supplies that she would need for the twelve-mile trek, then set out through the forest. At first the path was kind, and she thought to herself that the journey would be simple, but as the trail wound through the thick oak trees she realized it was getting more treacherous. She scaled giant boulders. She slid downward on her bottom to maneuver the steep hills and avoid falling. At last, she came to a clearing in which stood four trees. She thought it a perfect place to stop for a short rest and a snack. As she sat, she began to feel like she was being watched (and she was)… The elf had been there the whole time, but he blended so well with the forest that she had not noticed him; he was curious to see how she would handle herself while on the journey.
She heard geese flying overhead, which was a good sign that she was getting closer to the train. There would be a water source not too far from where it was stationed. Slightly after the honking of the geese, she heard a twig snap behind her. She looked to the side without turning her head, suspicious that there was something dangerous sneaking up on her. She grasped the knife she had brought out to cut her apple, and quickly turned around. It was a wolf, bearing his teeth. He meant business. The elf was still close by, thoughtfully watching the scene.
“You don’t seem to be my guide, so what do you want?” she asked Wolf. She was slightly crouched, in position to jump at him if he attacked.
“I will not eat you if you give me all of your food,” the wolf said.
“I need it to complete my journey to the other side of the forest!” she exclaimed.
“Well, then, I will eat you.” The wolf was displaying an attack posture, which made her nervous. Suddenly, he heard a distant pack howling and reconsidered his interest in her. “You’re lucky this time, but you won’t be when next we meet,” he said and ran off in the direction of the pack.
“Phew, thank goodness” she said aloud. Quickly she gathered her things together and started on the path again. She had walked only a few feet, when she tripped over a sharp, almost invisible, object sticking up out of the ground. She tumbled, rolling repeatedly, before coming to a stop. Shaking herself off, she looked down at her shin and noticed she was bleeding freely.
“Damn! I don’t have anything to stop it! Now what am I going to do?” she cried out loud. Then she began sobbing, feeling helpless, and didn’t want to continue any longer. The elf watched from behind a nearby tree, waiting for her to make a decision. Would she quit, journey back, without reaching the train? Or would she muster the courage to move on? After sobbing for several minutes, she grabbed some leaves from the path and placed them on her wound, applied pressure, and waited for the bleeding to stop. She eventually got up and continued down the path toward the train.
Before long, she saw a clearing through the trees and heard the music of the geese filling the air again. She knew that she had nearly arrived at the train stop; it would be waiting slightly behind the next hill, just moments from leaving.
“All aboard!” she heard the conductor shout. Shortly after, the train horn sounded. She ran as quickly as she could to reach the back of the now visible train and jumped on as it began to depart. It was moving slowly enough for her to spend ample time carefully checking each car, to try and find whatever the elf had left behind. So far, she had found nothing. She then saw the conductor and asked if any items had been found after recent trips.
“I’m sorry my dear, we always check the train carefully each night and have found nothing left behind,” he said with assurance. She was greatly disappointed and at a loss.
“What am I going to tell that little elf when I return with nothing? I’ve come all this way, through the dense forest, and yet still have the journey back,” she thought to herself. Saddened, she jumped from the moving train and headed back, knowing that she didn’t find what the elf said had been left behind. She wanted so much for her dreams to come true, but now she was at a loss.
She quietly returned to the homeward path, with head downcast. “If they only knew the work that I can do,” she began singing aloud. It was the only comfort she could give herself, and it distracted her enough to shorten the long journey. She heard geese flying overhead, and instead of their usual honking call, they started singing with her; changing the lyrics slightly to: “If she only knew the work that she can do.”
They startled her, but she raised her head to see them. Not only did it make her lift her head high again, but as the geese flew overhead she saw a lone feather floating down toward her. She stopped, watching it, and it eventually landed directly in front of her. She picked it up and smiled to herself. This was a gift! She delicately placed the feather inside of her pack and continued. “Maybe I could give the elf this beautiful goose feather, and he will be satisfied with the find,” she thought to herself. She still did not realize that he had been following her the whole time. He could have helped her during the journey, but it was hers to travel alone. They had an agreement. He kept his distance. She now felt a little better, so continued again along the path toward home.
The sun began to sink lower on the horizon, and the light of day was leaving the forest. She began walking faster. She must make haste before sunset to avoid walking in the dark, as It was no place for a lady to be walking alone at night. She had encountered the wolf during the day, but who knew what would happen when it got dark. Her pace increased, becoming almost panicked; she was afraid that it would be dark before she made it back. Just as the sun sunk below the horizon, she saw the roof of her cabin in the distance.
She eventually made it home, without again encountering the wolf, or any other danger along the way. There was even enough time to start dinner before her husband returned from his long day at the farm. Still, she had come back empty handed (except for the goose feather). Would that be good enough for the elf? She would soon find out…She heard a noise from outside the cabin. She thought it was her husband arriving early, but it was the elf coming up the walkway. She opened the cabin door and stepped out to greet him.
“Hello, my dear. I see that you returned safely from the journey. I am here to collect what is mine.” The elf reached out his hand to receive what she had brought.
“I made the journey and arrived back safely, but I never found what you left on the train.” She felt sad, and her eyes filled with tears. She didn’t know if the elf would consider the goose feather an adequate substitute, and she felt uneasy about offering it. Even though she had mustered the courage to make the long journey there and back, it might not be enough for him to grant her the wish that she so desperately wanted.
“Ah, but, that goose feather… That is indeed a lovely item and has facilitated the writing of many an adventurous story. However, I currently have no need for it, and would rather you keep it for yourself-- as a reminder of your trip.” He pulled back his hand and motioned for her to sit, then he sat down beside her.
“So, what did you leave behind on the train?” she asked.
“It was not an object. It was rather an attribute that you found while on your journey. So, indeed, you have retrieved what was left behind on that train,” he said with a smile.
“What do you mean by saying this?” Her curiosity was mixed with frustration.
“It was courage,” revealed the elf. “It took not only strength, but also a willingness to make the journey alone. You had a few guides accompanying you, but you did all the work; it was you, alone, who made the journey.
“So, I am to give you my courage?” she asked.
“No, you cannot give someone courage, but you can help them attain it by being beside them during their own personal journeys, which is exactly what I did. You didn’t know I was watching you the whole time. So, we both obtained the courage gifted to us by that journey.”
She stood up and danced with delight. The elf joined her in celebration.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” I understand now. You are such a wonderful elf. I will treasure this experience forever.”
“You are welcome, my dear. You deserve it. I see the gifts that you possess, and how you share them with the world… It was the only thing I truly wanted for you.” He bowed to her, took her hand, and kissed it gently. “I will be watching from time to time.” He said this as he slowly backed into the forest and disappeared.
Her husband came around the bend of the path with what seemed to be perfect timing. She ran to him in delight, which took him by surprise.
“I’m so happy to see you” she said. She hugged him and then kissed him a few times on his face and lips.
“’Ha ha! Hello, my love... Aren’t you just a happy little thing tonight...” he said, feeling her joy.
“Yes. Yes, I am. Come inside, for I have prepared a lovely dinner for us.”
After the meal they climbed into bed and fell into a deep sleep.
The next morning, she was awoken by a knock on her door. She quickly ran over and opened it to see who was there. It was a woman holding a sick child in her arms.
“Oh please! Can you help my little boy? He has been sick for several weeks now, and I don’t know what to do… No one in the village can help him, and I was instructed to come here. They told me of a woman, known as ‘The One Who Can Heal,’ living outside the village at the edge of the forest. Are you her?” the sad and desperate woman asked.
“Yes, I am she. Please come in.” She took the little boy from his mother’s arms and laid him down on her wellness table near the fire. She placed her healing hands on him and during the next few minutes, she performed her magic-- and the boy was revitalized.
“Oh, my goodness! Thank you!” replied the mother. “How do I repay you?” she asked.
“I charge a small fee of a few golden coins and ask of you in return only to spread word of my abilities throughout your village.” The mother handed her the golden coins, and they shook hands to seal the agreement.
“I will gladly tell everyone I know in the village about you! Thank you again for saving my boy.” The woman was sobbing with relief and joy, which, in turn, brought tears to her own eyes.
From that day onward, people came to her, sometimes from great distances, to ask for her help either on behalf of themselves or their loved ones. The couple would never feel poor again. They lived satisfying lives, and quickly began to see that they were accumulating substantial wealth… Enough for the husband to retire without worry when he felt ready, and for them to help pay off the debts of those in the village who struggled as they had.
They lived happily ever after.
Written by: Muriel Shickman
Edited by: Chris Drozdick
I share with you my understanding of what has been prophesied by many cultures around the world regarding the shift in consciousness, or "The Great Shift". It has been known for ages that we would move through a time on Earth when the dreaming would return to The People, and what was thought to have been lost would rise again and awaken within the hearts and minds of all nations. The Earth would go through a massive transformation, and those who have chosen to stay would be the Pathfinders for others to follow. These days are now upon us. We are quickly moving into a new way of being as the dreaming has returned to The People.
(The following message is to open the space and to assist in bringing the energetic's to the table. Those joining us understand all of what is being said here, again this is only to open the space for our party here tonight. Thank you).
Humanity is walking a path that has never been walked before. Those who have chosen to align themselves with this understanding are paving the way for others to follow when they are ready. We are making this very real and grounding this new energetics on the planet for the first time.
There are those who have always known within themselves about this truth of all that is and can stand in solidarity with others who are considered brave enough to walk this path at this time on Earth. There is a small percentage of these individuals who are truly doing this work. The energetics now available on the planet have opened a new platform for all of humanity to now come out and express this, but not all are doing the work. They may appear to be but that is because the platform is now available for them to so and are able to express in an effortless way. All of us can play with paints but not all can make the picture stand out for others to see a clear definition of the expression. Art imitates life, so we all can imitate. Recreate what has already been done. Then there are those paving a completely new path. Like the pioneers coming to a new land. They clear the rocks and boulders out of the way, perhaps there are small bushes or trees in the way. They move these aside so that the path becomes clearer for others to walk smoothly along without having to stop every few feet to avoid the bumps on the trail. (Muriel has a metaphor to explain this as she understands it from a personal experience) … There is a path that runs from the foothills of Colorado springs in Colorado and winds up around the mountains along what the Ute Indians had called “Tava” the mountain of the sun or more well known as “Pikes Peak” as what the Europeans had renamed it. This path was known as “Ute Pass”, because the Indians had cleared the way up the mountain, so they could migrate back and forth from the plains into the mountains. When the European settlers came to the region they had removed the Indians from the land, and sort of cleared their own path and renamed what had already been cleared by the Ute People, paved it with concrete and it is now known as Hwy. 24. This is only an example of what we are talking about when we bring up this understanding of being the first ones to clear the way for others to follow. There are many more metaphors being mentioned here, but we will stick with the original reason for all this being said.
So, with this knowing we can clearly see that humanity is ready to bring what has already been known at the heart center of everyone here to Earth for the very first time as a group. No longer one or two here and there, but many will follow. This isn’t an easy path, for it is difficult to move some of those tough boulders out of the way and many will find it too much to handle and “drop out” however that looks to the individual, either by not going any further at this time and leave the road for an easier existence, or perhaps they will all together leave their body because it is simply too difficult to let go of the baggage they have been carrying for so long. This could be ancestral or inherited weight, or perhaps the many aspects they have created and cannot integrate those into the physical body during this shift. They will leave and take another body and do it again later when the energetics are freed up for them to do so. It is those who are clearing the energetics to make the trip easier for the individuals when they feel ready to do so.
Humanity will be grounding the light frequencies from the original source creation onto the new platforms available on Earth. This is the mission. As all of creation has moved up in frequency. Billions of years of cycles had recently come to and end and started anew, it wasn’t just the cycles of what many have know as the Mayan Calendar, for instance with their 26,000-year cycle. No, many cycles have just come to pass and starting a completely new way. Even the Archangels have moved frequencies up to a whole new level that has never been done before.
The creation story, and that’s exactly what it is, “a story” has many renditions to it according to the individuals understanding of their own confine. However, there is a universal truth to what took place at the first stages before what we know as the universe or any of the universes were even created…
There was only source light, no other (or duality). Creator wanted to see itself and created another (this would be what you would see as two concentric circles (muriel holding up two circles), and then after that things started to get interesting. As creation started to look back at itself it created a little more in this fashion until there was more of itself to see itself. But, there was still a play with only the white light of all that is. There was more that was being done and as this went on creator (in a sense) created what we know as the “rays of creation”. These rays can be likened to what your rainbow looks like. All the individual colors… red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple or indigo, and so on. And the various ranges of these colors were beginning to be played with. As this went on creation itself with itself started to create more and more creation, creating creators from the sources creation. After awhile these creators started creating creators, and so on. But they were beginning to create within their own light instead of the original source light. As this occurred distortions were created throughout what you call time and space. These distortions were being made from less and less of sources original light. What your churches or religions call the “Darkness” are what we are talking about. But, these were misconstrued with the mental concepts of what was perceived as the light and the dark. There were no bad guys, ever. No one did anything wrong. There were no angels that fell from grace, and there was no having to save anyone. This all came from the minds of those who believed in good and bad. This was the trick of falling from grace, or better said, the outcome from creating less and less from the original source light. Again, no one did anything wrong. Creation was expanding so quickly at a rate that none of the creators could get a handle on, sort of speak. So, there was a consensus to create what you know as the “Order of the Arc”. This gave creation the opportunity to bring the light and the distortions or dark together as a kind of way to bring up creation to its original frequency.
Metatron created what you call the “3rd dimension” so that Earth would not fall anymore in consciousness. As the people who came out of this world brought the distortions with them, this created a fall of consciousness for the planet as well. It was not the other way around. This new platform created a “net” so that there were no more distortions being created. This was what many of you know as the Atlantean dream. This is what you began so very long ago, but at that time did not have the energetic platforms to carry out this operation to its full capacity. It took a little while in time and space for this manifestation to occur.
Many of you, those who have joined this space, were the ones working closely with Metatron and many of the archangels. Alongside as a solid team to bring these frequencies here for the success of this divine intervention. Those of you hearing these words were working alongside for many lifetimes to anchor this firmly here on Earth. It was a prime directive to do this, as many worlds exist here even though it appears that there is one solid planet called Earth.
There are many people or what you call tribes who have always had this understanding. It was not until the fall of man, or the fall of consciousness when the remembering fell away. Many of these individuals who know of this understanding of worlds within worlds have always kept this at the heart center of their daily living. They never left the heart or better said, never missed a beat of the knowing of this divinity within each person. The animal, plants, trees, rivers, oceans, and aerobics, non-aerobics never needed to have an understanding, for them it is simply known. As mankind fell more into their own creations, they fell asleep into a sort of amnesic state of being and began to see all life in this way. This falls into the old saying, “we don’t see others how they are, we see them how we are”. It was a simple projection of their own dream state or the trance they fell under.
Thank you for spending this time with us. I am Metatron, and work with you in solidarity to ground this understanding into the hearts and minds of all who are ready. Many Blessings! (Thank you Muriel).
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Am I Allergic to My Own Energetics? Understanding Music, Sound & Frequency, Color coding, and how consciousness moves through the physical Body
Those of us who choose to raise our vibrations undergo changes on all levels of our being. This can happen in many ways, and unique to our own individual experiences. We are living in the most awesome times ever before in the history of this planet, and the frequencies that are available now are creating some elating experiences. At the same time, they are creating major adjustments to our mind, emotions, and physical body. One must be careful to approach this incredible transformation because when bringing in the light, higher frequencies can literally crush physical matter and the individual can experience major health problems. Also, those who are not choosing to undergo this transformation are experiencing this anyway by just being alive on a planet whose frequency is now at a higher range.
The medical industry remains clueless and limited by their own structure when trying to understand something that is metaphysical. However, there are individual doctors and facilities who are beginning to adopt practices that address energy, but it is still very new to the industry. So, instead of being able to cure this energetic issue, they merely treat it with their limited understanding, and this can make matters worse.
Many people are prescribed anti-depressants, opiates, or drugs that are detrimental to ones being, and is highly overlooked, creating a dependency epidemic like we have never witnessed before. Some people remain upset with this lack of care and continue to self-medicate to offset the symptoms they are experiencing. This not only creates havoc within the energetic bodies and the physical, but when one feels they are ready to let go of this they tend to experience a type of shock and then immediately go back to drinking alcohol, or taking street drugs, or even the legal cannabis that everyone is beginning to rely on to assist their healing and well-being (there is nothing wrong with cannabis. It does assist some key issues such as epilepsy, cancer, auto-immune deficiencies, neurological disorders). However, allowing one’s energy to serve them means they do not need anything outside of themselves. The light-body begins to come into the carbon body (physical body) naturally, and with time the symptoms subside, but this can be scary and unsettling making one unsure of themselves with this natural process and for good reasons. It takes courage.
So, what does the title of this article mean? Am I allergic to my own energetics? What if (and I love playing the “what if game”), ones’ own energy is too big for their physical body and they experience symptoms such as anxiety, depression, a feeling of walking alongside the self, neurological or nervous issues that create what the medical industry established as a degenerative brain issues such as MS or Fibromyalgia, cognitive issues, blood disorders, heart problems, auto-immune problems… the list goes on. One’s consciousness may be ready to let the energy serve in ways that they were unwilling to allow before, but the physical body may not be ready to handle the energetic surges that come with this rapid change.
When I work with my clients I use a couple of techniques that came to me over time from an inter-dimensional knowing, and it’s using sound (music frequency & vibrations), and what I call “color coding”.
For instance, the sound healing part is pretty much understood by most people. Simply, singing a tone/frequency over the physical body or using a mantra that carries a certain vibration (Abracadabra is an Arabic word meaning “I create as I speak”) that moves beyond the atomic level and re-adjusts the DNA and cellular structure. With the other technique (which works well in-person and long distance), “color coding” is a way to move the frequencies that reside in certain parts of the body that don’t necessarily belong there. For instance, people generally contact me through email or messenger and ask me if I can provide some healing assistance for their issue, and these problems can range from A-Z. One example to bring up here, is they may feel that an outside entity has taken up residence inside of them and they experience repeated nightmares, negativity, or they just don’t feel present all the way in their body (also known as a possession from a Shamanic standpoint). I begin to ask them where they sense this in their body, and then they respond by telling me it’s in their heart and throat. I then tell them to take three good deep breaths in and out (let the out breath fall naturally, and it helps by saying the vowel sound “ah”, it just feels good and helps clear a little stress or anxiety they may be feeling). Then when they are ready, I ask what colors they see in those areas, starting with the first location. It may be a color, texture, feeling, etc. but generally they see a certain color or two. I suggest moving the color to where it resides naturally in the body (those of you unfamiliar with this, the physical body has an aura surrounding it and is a rainbow of colors starting at the feet and moves to the head, i.e. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo or purple, and white). So, for instance if they are seeing brown/red, or even black, and green in the heart area I suggest moving the colors brown/red to below the waste area (this is the root chakra and is red in color when healthy). When they feel they have done this successfully, we move to the other area where they feel the stuck energy is residing, in this case is the throat. They may see some blue, or yellow, perhaps other colors, and then I work with them to move those colors to the areas of the body where they belong (keeping the blue in the throat area which is the natural color frequency of that area and the arms, communication). I ask them to go back to the heart and if they don’t’ see any other colors besides green or even magenta, we then go back to the throat. If they still see colors there, besides the ones that belong, we continue to move the other colors to the appropriate areas. Again, going back to the throat checking to see what resides there. After I feel confident they completed this process, I ask them how they are feeling at this point. Generally, they respond with a good feeling. We have succeeded at moving the frequencies to where they belong and attuned the aura surrounding the physical body. We have replaced the displaced energetics that was causing the symptoms or discomfort. Again, this is just an example of one person’s experience. Everyone has their own visualization during this process.
So, instead of going to the doctor or feeling that there is something major going on, I highly recommend spending some time with me and you will see from first hand experience that this type of metaphysical healing works, and will also save you much heartache, time, and money. You may just be bringing higher frequencies in faster than your body is equipped for.
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I did not travel to another Universe outside the Earth, no. I got small here. The little ones, blue… are called ‘The Who’, for now. One drop of water carries you here. Wait! There’s a dragon, and a wolf is a deer here too, it’s both. There’s another world below, let’s go deeper…Worlds that have always been here and older than the ground you walk upon. You can only see them when your heart is glad. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
Turtles don’t move slow, no. One step is equivalent to 50 miles in the fairy realms. Like many species here on Earth, turtle came up to the surface from “the below”. We will witness many more to come and dance with us among the new Sun. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
…and I’m not talking about the truth you think is true, true, true from something you heard outside of yourself. Their truth maybe true, but most likely it is not. Why? Because, you read some book written by a yogi or “realized master”, or attend a seminar or workshop, or a church that is only there to control your mind and emotions, and make you feel guilty, like you're actually important enough to go to a place called heaven or hell, or somewhere in between (and btw, the service sucks in all those places), and then go and repeat it like it's yours, like it actually helped your psychosis and delusions of grandeur, then you go out into the world and experience the truth of this plastic concrete paved place and drop down a few levels in your consciousness, take on a little more guilt added to what you already hid very well and thought you cleansed from your fragile eggshell mind, and guaranteed if you met any of your yogi or priestess idols you would not want to spend more than a minute with those assholes. Relationships don’t need to work, and compassion? There is no business for that in the coming days… just as there will be no such thing as a healer in the future. So, stop trying to please everyone, because you can’t, and well it’s a waste of… oh fuck. Forget it. The truth business is a mean business, certainly not for the light-hearted.
America, and much of the Western World suffer with a sickness towards “The Almighty Dollar”. It has become the new church and is much popular than any Christian Sect. Look at the Vatican. It’s a bank in its very nature. Sell the Vatican, feed the hungry. In fact, most of the poverty of the world could dissolve overnight by selling this “Real”-estate. The masses cannot see clearly because they have dollar signs in their eyes, and all the stuff they can get beyond the imagination from the comfortable corporatocracy. They are hypnotized by things beyond their immediate needs, and in a pleasure trance of stolen treasure. Most of this treasure is made of plastics, or materials that harm that natural world, and so everyone else and all who exist here suffers greatly because of this. Yes it is changing, but remember this… Things are getting better and worse at the same time.
In the late 1800’s the supreme court of the United States approved the corporations request to obtain a charter to sell goods and services. It was a like a “domino effect” and the corporate camp set up overnight, paved the land, and the companies, banks, government, and military took over (the power of eminent domain). The people no longer have any rights beyond their immediate breath, and now this is in question.
There is this insatiable hunger to find more and more ways to be comfortable. We live in a dimension, and a planet that is not set up to sustain this way of living. We are not meant to live the way most American’s desire to live, and it seems like they have the rest of world trying to meet this standard. Most of the resources reside in the United States, so it’s tempting, but it’s not sustainable.
At the individual level we are highly influenced by each other. We always crave more stuff to fancy up our “zoo cages” or homes, and never satisfied. It’s a hunger that will never go away. It’s like we are much like the canine group, always hungry for the next best thing. Humans are everywhere. This planet has become man-made, and because of our technology and our false sense of security we travel all over the place without much regard to the environment. That’s great that people have the freedom to do this, but it takes much responsibility of the individual to look around and see there are billions of people who have a desire to live like kings and queens. What’s up with all the traveling going on? Because we can jump into an airplane and go wherever we desire? Why aren’t people keeping this in check? Take what you need, leave the rest. Whatever happened to this common sense?
Those who have made the choice to awaken to their true selves have crossed the threshold into the “age of vulnerability”. Time to get used to this, because there is no ending of this age. No one will be left behind with the new frequencies available now on the planet, but the status quo is being tested like they have never witnessed before. So, we are all in this boat together without the paddles we thought could move us through these times.
So then, it brings us back to the abundance topic… Abundance is who we are, Yes. Just as time and space is not something outside of ourselves. I always tell people who struggle with obtaining any amount of money, if you have $1 you have enough (perhaps there is a reason why the money is not there, maybe it might bring you to your death? Or someone else?) If you have $1,000,000,000 you have enough (perhaps you like to make money just to make money. It’s not real anyway and cannot be taken with you when you die). Warren Buffet said it the best, “when people get greedy, be fearful. When people are fearful, get greedy. There is much truth beyond the first take of this statement. I have lived it, know this very well from direct experience.
It’s time to wake up from the trance. It’s not like there are many choices anyway, look around. If you haven’t noticed that there is a major shift in consciousness going on, time will bring you to this realization. There is a shamanic message that the Auchar people of the Amazon want the world to know... "The world is as we dream it", and it is time to change the nightmare into a beautiful dream. Or perhaps, you personally will not desire to go any further on a planet that is now at 5th dimensional frequency and check out. There is no such thing as death anyway, so we will all see you when we get there. If you choose to stay, that’s why I am here. I offer potent guidance for the days ahead of us. Also, for those who are suffering from losing a loved one to suicide, or any traumatic event. Visit my healing/life-coaching services page: http://www.murielshickman.com/healing-services
We all have an energetic field or aura around our physical body, which is comprised of several energetic fields that correspond to our emotional, mental, and spiritual aspects. If you extend your arms all the way out around your physical body and turn your palms in facing you, that is where you end, and the world begins. This is your energetic boundary. You can do this exercise with both arms extended out and move them around your body in either direction to get a feel for this. It goes above your head and a little below the feet too. Now, when you go out into the world this awareness of your boundaries is the utmost importance for not only the health and well-being of yourself, but the entire planet and many worlds that exist here.
When you are sharing space with someone or vice-versa, you can simply move your energetic field in closer to your physical body. In fact, you can move it in to the point where you can slip a piece of paper between your energy field and the person getting closer to you. This is still your space, and a boundary of where your field ends, and the world begins. It's all in the awareness.
Light pollution was a big issue with people until the cities expanded into metro-poles (and it's as if no one talks about it anymore). We not only have that problem but are contending to sound pollution as well. As if one person’s boundaries have extended out and reaches over the entire planet without anyone keeping this in check. Now, multiply that by seven billion people. I know here in America people suffer greatly with overextending their boundaries. They blare loud music out their car windows, like it's part of their image, and have no volume gauge when speaking. The list goes on.
So, one of the biggest issues with humanity is not having awareness of energetic boundaries. Not only does this create havoc for us, but all other species that we share this space with. The daily news is fueled by those who mistreat others by breaking these boundaries and taking what is not theirs. Sexual abuse, especially involving woman, children, homosexual and transgender individuals, is growing more intense every day. Many people don't feel comfortable talking about it. They simply try to shove it under the rug as if nothing is happening.
The planet will become a much more quiet, peaceful, and gentle place to exist when humanity has a general understanding of where they end, and the world begins. Let us start with ourselves, and make sure this is one of the first things we teach our children when they become old enough to understand.
So, I guess that's it...once you die before you die you realize nobody else dies, because no one ever truly does. There is no such thing as death, and it's no longer sad anymore. This is one way that you become different from many people because you may feel the sadness for a brief period, but it doesn't last too long. Your knowing kicks in, you realize this once the veil of grief is lifted, and you go into the remembering that no one ever dies.
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Energy is not something outside of the self, and the universe does not request one to acquire it. There is a common belief among the masses that if you do something right or wrong the universe (or God, or…) is watching and will act accordingly (even those who do not have any religious or spiritual beliefs. Somehow, they took this on). There is a general misunderstanding of the ancient Sanskrit word "karma", which means one’s actions, and that is all. There is no good or bad here. When the Beatles wrote their famous song "We All Shine On", the term "instant karma" was immediately spread throughout mass consciousness and assisted in redefining this word. It was totally misunderstood. People do very well at repeating what they hear from outside of themselves, and then owning it as if it was theirs. Any belief is limiting. Why? Because it came from outside the self. If and only if one checks in with themselves and it rings true, then it is. There is a universal truth, but one must find it within their own confine. We are physical beings, and so we move, and act.
We are born as shiny “God” specks, with our energy intact, twinkling in our “I Am-ness”, and knowing that we are everything (yet, nothing). Then, we begin to learn the world. Our mother and father or caretaker then tells us what is good and what is bad, and our peers reinforce it. There is an immediate energetic manipulation and controlling of the mind that takes place for one to be a good standing world citizen. So, I can hear the questions coming up at this point. That’s great Muriel, but there must be order. People can’t just go around killing, raping, and acting like they own this place and then nothing happens to them. If you look deeper into what was just said, there is an issue with power and control. Why are there so many prisons, mental institutions, and countless orderly ways to control those who are “out of line”? Because, we don’t know what to do with chaos. And has this worked very well? Not so much. So, then what are we going to do as we watch the daily news and the world is getting more and more chaotically intense as people act out this very thing that cannot be controlled? In fact, the more control presents itself, the more it’s acted out. There is a tango of power and control that takes place between those who create and maintain the laws, and the outlawed. Do you see? It’s a nice little wheel that spins 24 hours a day nonstop.
You hear the famous quote by Einstein floating around social media all the time these days, “We cannot solve our problems with the same level of thinking that created them.” Yet, there is this constant perpetual motion of the same old ways, the same old news, same, same… with very little change. Media is powered by the reactions from the masses, you and I. But what if it’s not the laws that need changing? What if (and I love to play the “what if” game), it’s the individual that needs to go within, and let themselves experience the “dark night of the soul”?
What sparked me to write this musing today had nothing to do with what was mentioned above. In fact, when my fingers began to type these words what I originally wanted to say changed. Now, to get to the original intention.
When we lose someone close to us this is a sad and sometimes tragic experience. Mostly because we will never see them again (at least in this lifetime as how they were in their physical form as that person), but what is taking place on an energetic level is the fact they are taking their energy back from everyone they shared it with. Usually this takes place when we die, not when we are still living. Why? Because most people do not understand how energy works and serves the individual. If one dies before they die, meaning they discovered their inner “Holy Grail”, then the process of taking one’s energy back takes place while they are still alive. We all can do this at any time. How much of your energy is scattered or splattered in places where you left it? How many people have tried to take your energy without much success? Why? Because it’s yours and does not belong to anyone else.
Energy feeding is a common epidemic, and it’s popular these days especially with social media. Why? Because many people do not like themselves and need reinforcement from others to tell them if they are good, or bad. Those who are famous feed from outside, but it’s a temporary fix. Like the heroin addict. It makes you wonder what happens to the famous person in that moment of death? Perhaps they already began the process of taking their energy back. I know this energetic awareness from being a musical performer most of my life. The crowd makes the performance. Other than that, it’s merely a private practice session. Many are purging what no longer belongs within their energetics because it truly cannot stay if the choice is to keep living on a planet whose frequency is now radiating self-love or well-being. It is now the utmost importance to close this feedback loop. There is nothing wrong with having friends and others tell you if they like you or not, but do you see the point here? You don’t need any outside input when you are comfortable in your own skin, the kingdom within. Gather up your energy. It’s yours, and you will see how it begins to serve you in ways unimaginable.
We all have a unique soul voice. No one is better than another. For some reason there is whole LOT of energy feeding going on with those who “speak their truth” and their “followers”. Crazy amount of idolizing. People are getting addicted to their “likes”. You may word it just so, fancy it up, and put in bit of soft, pretty little words to keep them coming, and sit on facebook most hours of the day. Why do you need followers? and why do you need to follow? I immediately took that off my profile at the very beginning. We all use this platform for our own reasons, I take mine very serious.
I have nothing to prove in this last lifetime of mine on Earth. There is whole lot of rubbing up against with folks who have already crossed the bridge into embodied enlightenment, and those who are on the bridge as assistants for those who are just embarking or will in the future. That is where I stand. I do offer my services lightly, because I have to. It’s extremely sensitive work that I do, and I love it! I would do nothing else, well… besides writing my books and playing my music.
I understand that once you say “I Am that I Am” you no longer need any assistance outside of the self. I tread lightly with these folks, God forbid. But, if would be nice once you get “there”, know there are well over 7 billion people that could use this assistance. No one heals anyone. If you are good at what you do, you simply pull everything from the individual and they ultimately heal themselves. They just required some assistance. Very simple.
Every single person on this planet will hit enlightenment. That is the mission. Remember, we fell hard in consciousness and those like myself who chose to give of themselves in this way stay on a bridge until all come into knowing. The new Bodhisattva, if you will? At the same time, I’m not a savior, or sacrificing myself for a cause. And this whole “truth” thing? Really? There is universal truth folks. (dropping the ball here, feels good)
I always liked what our dear comedic friend George Carlin once said, “It’s all bullshit, and it’s bad for you”. Stop with the hovering, better than shit… it’s a turnoff. Oh, and God forbid if you speak like I’m doing right now. The assumptions of me being angry are through the roof, hahahahahaha!
May this post be an inspiration for others who have been holding back from speaking like I am right now, because of the possibility of being judged by their colleagues or anyone else for being blunt, or angry, or anything else than “light and love”. Speak your heart. This is mine.
I always have an enjoyable conversation with my Mother when we talk about Jeshua (or Jesus as most people know him as), and what he was truly doing about 2000 years ago before they made religion out of him. “You will do greater things than I”, he said. “Muriel, you are doing just that, keep going, I love you”, he also said recently. There will be a small amount of people who will have the knowing, and you will accomplish what you have set out to do. Bye and bye...
One of the recent changes in my healing services that I provide went beyond the beyond. I started out providing only Shamanic healing's, but this expanded as I came into my embodied enlightenment. Now, part of the activation work that I do is helping to assist those into their remembering or knowing of who they truly are. Jeshua was not going to come back as one man. No. There are many, and they are extensions of this ascended master (like the Canine group for instance, no name, just canine. Your dog has no name only when the human names her), and there are many whom walk the Earth with us in this present day. Some know who they are (have known since they were young), some have an inkling (but are hesitant to even try to comprehend this because most people in the past whom have claimed themselves as Jesus were placed into mental institutions or laughed at, or shot, or hung, etc.) So, when I work with my clients it’s imperative that they throw out the concept of being Jesus, because creation has expanded much since the time of his resurrection, there is no point with this name. I call this type of work “What’s your blueprint?”
One truth turned into a mental concept, and so must be lived to see the bigger picture. Jeshua, the one of many teachers and prophets, came and showed himself and they made him into a God. He was a teacher, a sage. He was open to secret knowledge (Gospel of Thomas-Gnostics) and gave this knowing… “I’ve been with you the whole time and you don’t even know who I am.” He said. The Catholic church and many others did not buy into this and created a doctrine and dogma that had no relation of Jesus as a Jew. Father, Son, And Holy Spirit (Trinity) = God Head, which is only a conception created after he died. He was a teacher of the people.
In their own way everyone will find the truth. But what is the truth? Every individual must meet the truth in their walk, and this is a hard walk… but once found, this is their enlightenment. One truth but must find within one’s own confine. Jeshua says the Corporatocracy, the “All mighty dollar” is now the new church.
Please, do not hesitate to send me a private message if you would like a one on one conversation about any of the content here. I prefer to not have a "matching session", if you will in the comment area of this post. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, and many blessings on your own personal journey inward.
Someone recently commented to me that if a person claims they are a Master, they truly are not a Master. And the reasoning they say behind it is simple. If one says it about themselves that is like the old saying ‘if you claim to be a wise man than you truly don’t know’ something along the lines like that. However, creation expanded to a degree still unknown to the common person. Humanity is still acted out the old energies of “you can’t do this, or you can’t say that because it’s all ego if you do’ and on and on this goes. I hate to burst some people’s bubbles (or maybe I do a little ), but creation went from 2 (duality) to 4 (the quad) (if you need more explanations on this send me a private message), and with this expansion the Master is now working in cohesion with their human aspects. And as of late, we are experiencing such a degree of this that, that’s even gone topsy turvy. The ‘soul voice’ or Master is now on the front lines and the human is taking a back seat. Not a back seat as in being silenced or shunned, but finally cooperating with it’s divinity. Finally going full strait ahead with all it’s humanness with no denial what so ever. Finally acknowledging ones own humanity with all the “imperfections” annoyances, pains, lacks, never getting it right, and so on. Any questions?
...and so it is true that Adamus, Kuthumi, Metatron, the Archangels have been working closely lately and with us and many of the celestials, there has been something different happening than anything else we have personally and collectively experienced.
Good deep breath,
And let it fully out on the out breath.
It may not be noticeable until it is. Take this time for yourself if you haven't recently. The integration of the "I Am" and the human has occurred. No more soul voice and then separately a brain speaking, it is all one voice, like a soft wind blowing across a vast open space. It can be a bit unsettling at first because of the awareness of the distance between thoughts (just as you view a fractal you are able to do with your thoughts. The story lines are there, and many go on for eternity, but all are interconnected just the same).
A keen sense of being present in a body and the incoming sensuality that most understand as a "kundalini rising" is occurring at a fast rate. Many can mistake this for sexual energies and that is because it's such a closely related energetic network. Those whom have done their spiritual work understand the dynamics that occur with imbalanced sexual energies, energy feeding, and the lack of energetic boundaries. If awareness is not present this type of awakening can also wreak havoc with the systems especially the nervous system and the adrenals.
Time is you. Take diligent care of yourself as your kindness and warmth helps assist others with this knowing during this time of great change.
May this day bring you everything for your greater good--Start freshly innocent.
I have had enough people in recent days ask me about my awareness of my multidimensionality, what it means, and how all this works. I would like to take a moment to show you. May this image and description open up some doorways.
The Visica Piscis is a sacred geometrical shape that I feel best describes how all of this works in cohesion. Starting from myself (the human) the circle begins locally (this is the center point, me. This is where the questions come from that the outer circles give answers to), then the second circle out are all my aspects, which for the most part are local in vicinity (this is the collective soul voice that knows without knowing, only answers) This is how I know the difference between the voices of the outer and inner circles. The last circle out are the Archangels, Ascended Masters, and infinite beings of light (they are not local in vicinity, they are light vibration, frequency of non-duality). All together, makes up the great ‘I Am’. So, when you see the words “I Am that I Am” may this help you to better understand.
All of this and more will be in greater detail in my upcoming book, ‘Soul Ship’.
Many years ago my lovely teacher, Jim Self of Mastering Alchemy said the above statement when I was moving into becoming a “healer” and creating an entire business out of it. There is no such thing as a healer in the future? Huh? So, if you could imagine when he said those words the unknown that was stirred from inside myself and all kinds of feelings, and some fear too. (Thank you for reading on…)
So, if this is the case why am I spending all my precious time enhancing my healing practice if there is no future for this? I thoroughly understand it is helping others right now, (but)…Before I could even finish the question a voice came from inside and said, “Keep going”.
The shift in consciousness is moving things fast, and yes people are beginning to wake up and have their own personal self-realizations (or enlightenment), and once this realization occurs we begin to heal from the inside out. (Hold your hand out and the apple will appear). It’s as simple as a shift in perception. However, there will be many who still need your lightness of heart and healing hands for many decades to come, that too is shifting, but for now… Many will still need you.
This is what it means to be on “The Bridge” between the old world and the new world. And it’s changing faster than the speed of light!
Every day I take action to help change this world for future generations by working diligently with my own business at Healingnow. I assist those who require healing or activation while plugging away and writing my books (Among many other crazy ventures I find myself in). I work alone and live out on the wild windy Colorado Prairie, and do not see people very often, except when I have to see a client for a bodywork session. It’s a double edged sword, because it can be lonely at times, but having space away from the masses helps me significantly for the work that I do. I don’t have many possessions, or a fancy house, nor a bank account, but what I need comes to me everyday. I have found the balance between offering free services/products and charging for them. Although, some folks still come to me with an expectation of saving them with my ‘masterly’ skills and metaphorically wanting shoes at a shoe store without having to pay for them. A healing business is a tricky one to go at, and I gave up everything that I had including that steady job and “for sure paycheck” and “retirement” to be able to be here on a daily basis. I have been going strong for over 2 years now. Aho!
The Healer or Shaman of a community was taken care of by the community, but we are now all situated around every city on the planet, and unless the shaman has inherited some money we too need to make a living. Now, through knowing and understanding manifestation, the money comes and will continue to come in magical ways. Some days are better than others, but the passion and focused intention that i have to make this work surpasses any strengths I have seen thus far. Are there times when my human still questions if it is going to work out? You betcha. I have had an abundance of time on my hands to not only understand the mechanics behind manifestation, but also to understand what abundance truly means. I looked at what I had in my hands and sadly at first I saw nothing. Then, I saw the abundance of time that comes with having nothing, and realized I have everything.
What is it that one person can do when they have all the time in the world, not much money, but enough resources to make a change? I am here on a bridge between the old world and the new world, and I assist those who are ready to go beyond the beyond. I am also a part in one of the biggest light networks that has ever been created on planet Earth, and together we are anchoring in the new energies and a common knowing of our divine consciousness for future generations to come.
Am I happy and love what I do, you betcha!
Muriel (Strong Heart)
An amazing shift occurs when embodying a feeling of gratitude every day. It is a sure way to stay internally balanced. The daily noise and outward human projections can easily distract oneself from focusing from the inside out. Most of what goes on in the world everyday has very little to do with you (and what i mean by that is either you are here to engage in the noise for whatever interests you or perhaps you have come to learn something from such events, or you have come to the knowing that you are a Merlin in your own right and can consciously change external events by being in a constant state of gratitude). It is so important during these days of momentous change in human consciousness and Earth changes to spend your thoughts and energy wisely. Change rooms for a day in your mind and you will see there are infinite ways to be grateful for everything and everybody.
I am in deep gratitude to simply be able to express these words, and another blessings for them to be received from you. My fingers and body are healthy enough to type these words and to read them, I am grateful, As I breath in and out, I am in gratitude for the life breath that breaths through me, and in my awareness, I smile and feel this gratitude in my body with a knowing of the interconnections with all life on Earth and all of creation within every cell of my beautiful being. I have water and food to eat today, I am grateful. I know that love makes up all the ingredients and what holds the glue of daily life together. Again, I am grateful.
Space opens within and expands out. I am the multiverse, not just a-part. All the external happens have shifted during the creation of this post simply by being conscious of being conscious.
I am that I am, a creator being embracing the gift of this awareness. This act of self-love and gratitude is saving humanity and assisting with all life here on Earth, all worlds, and all sentient beings.
Thank you dearest ones ~Muriel
Some people ask me how I do my work, and it is not a simple answer, that’s for sure. However, one thing I do emphasize when describing how I go about performing the healing sessions or “Quantum Mechanical Operations” is that I play with the Rays of Creation. I work with the Archangels. It is all about frequency and vibration, and working with source light. It truly goes beyond dimensions, but to satisfy that domain, it works on a 5th dimensional level and beyond. Beyond time and space… beyond the mental mind and gravity of mass consciousness… you will find me (for a second, haha!)
Working with colors in the physical body using the Rays of Creation:
If I am working on a person, I ask where in the body they feel or sense what they are distressed about or having pain. Most folks immediately can point out where in the body they sense this (usually it is one, two or more spots throughout the body), and then describe one or more colors that are there in those areas (if it is related to the blood, it’s the entire body). I work with the person to assist in moving the colors to where they belong in the body (as i work within the quantum field I can sense where the colors need to go for balancing). They can see the colors in their “minds eye” moving to those locations. We take a few good deep breaths together and release. This is only one technique of many that I use during a session, but potent as it continues to do its work out of time and space.
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The mind does a good job at conceptualizing what enlightenment looks like or even the process of the days leading up to the event horizon within the self. Since the dawning of the great awakening of human consciousness there have been countless stories passed down from those who have realized themselves. They are nice stories to read, but that is exactly what they are, stories. Someone else’s experiences. The wisdom has and continues to provide some guidance for those who are seeking, but nothing will prepare one for their own personal realization, or their very own “21 days of hell”. That fortnight plus some doesn’t just come once. The first time around one will learn and remember to make friends with this period of detoxification and integration going forward. What are the 21 days of hell? Le me explain…
When one has sought out all that can be learned from the outside world; when one has surrendered into the opening of the inner world without shutting down or closing off to the self- the first experience of this intense period of detox begins. At this point it is understood that the journey of enlightenment is not about the fulfillment of joy & happiness and coming into the final product or version of the self. It is understood there is no more working it out or fixing the self. This is the ultimate surrender. But still, nothing can prepare one for this detox.
During the first few days and nights the purging begins- profuse sweating, aches & pains, a sort of flu that is not the flu and the only thing that can be done is fully embrace the experience with all the bodies (mental, emotional, physical) out of balance. All the stored wisdom comes out now, and this too shall pass is now thoroughly understood. Nothing outside the self will help. There are no angels, guides, or ancestors that are going to come to the rescue, no superman, and certainly no God. No one, but simply YOU. Now the loneliness comes creeping up. No one is going to understand your craziness. Now you hear voices or the voice in your head (that was always only in your head) is no longer familiar. You think you are going crazy, and in a sense you are. That’s the good news. You have finally accepted that you have always been enlightened, you merely chose not to realize until now. This is the point of no return.
Day after day you continue to experience an intense mental, emotional, and physical breakdown with all its hellish pleasures along with what I call “cracking open”. This step in the realization process is similar to the frying of an egg. Once the egg has left its shell it can no longer be placed back into the shell ever again. So now you have intense mental, emotional, and physical pain, you are losing your mind, you have no one to talk to, and you are completely aware there is no going back to how it was before. What to do? You know that you know. Surrender.
There is no doctor, no prescriptions, no pleasure, nothing outside to help you now. So you use your tools. You take that good deep breath in and let it out on the exhale, ahhhhh. Your breath is now your best friend.
The experience eventually passes with time and you feel you can begin to move forward again. You will recognize it when it finally comes to pass, but know that the experience will come again, bye and bye. But the next time, you will know what is happening. You will be fully conscious. The 21 days of hell or the full thrust forward into self realization will only come once. After that, you will consciously call in the experience when needed. It will no longer be known as a living hell, but merely a period of detox and expansion. This my friend will continue for eternity.
Many blessings on your journey into the darkness and the lightness of all that you are!
(I honor you for the journey, no matter where you are)
I had my whole life planned out. It was the early 1990's and I knew my talent and was confident to where I was going after high school, at least that's what I thought. I didn't need to get a regular full-time job until I was 24 years old because my band was set to go places, and we were making progress. However, as life tends to go everything changes after a while, but it was changing fast at this point. Every attempt at employment was dissatisfying. I had to find odd office or warehouse jobs that I could do. There was an ongoing battle inside myself as to where my true place was in life.
At 25, I took a trip across the country from my home state of Massachusetts and stayed in Colorado for a while. This was my first attempt at making it on my own with my creativity. It was a short stay as I felt beckoned to get back with my husband and family again. I wrote more songs, played gigs, and continued to work odd jobs; But, there was that ongoing feeling of not being in the right place. In late spring of 2002, I got on a plane to Colorado with $40 in my pocket, stayed with some friends, applied to a job, and started work two weeks later. I was finally in the right place. It took several months to get my husband and furry friends to make the move, but they did it and we never looked back.
It took several years to adjust to a new living situation, away from family and friends and what I knew my entire life. I literally had to say goodbye. Although I continued to write songs and play some gigs when they became available, it was not like it was my old life again. Things were changing like I had never experienced before. I found myself working odd jobs again until I finally settled down to working a full time corporate job in 2004. I was not happy. That feeling of not being in the right place began to creep up again, but this time I was away from home, family, and friends. I was determined to make it happen.
I returned to college and stayed there for four years while working at a corporate job. I was busy all the time while dealing with my entire being changing. It was taking a toll on my mind, body, and spirit. At least, that is what I thought the cause was at the time. Little did I know that I was beginning a full throttle push towards embodied enlightenment. This is when I began to meditate and become familiar with the eastern philosophies and healing arts. It was all preparing me for full embodiment.
I left my job in early 2009 because of the injustices I was witnessing all around me. Corporate America was moving overseas, and we were losing our jobs. I saw my friends/work mates laid off one by one. This was the same time my Mother was having a bout with depression, so I decided to use my student loan money and a credit card and ventured my way back to Massachusetts. Little did I know, this was the last time I would see my brother Aaron alive. After I graduated in May 2009, I had plans to attend the University of Colorado for a degree in Geography/Environmental Studies & Sustainable Living, but in mid-August 2009 I had to travel back to bury my brother. My life changed completely after that.
I had to move through the mourning process and continue on with my life like most folks do when they lose someone they love. After returning to Colorado, I continue to search for employment, but I was having no luck. In 2010 I finally found a job that would utilize my Natural Resource degree that I worked so hard for, finally. I worked a few jobs within that arena while going deeper into the healing arts and continuing with creating my music.
The roller coaster continued after mid-Summer of 2012. The job that I finally thought would be the one, laid me off. I was back to square one again. What was I to do? I spent the following months searching for employment while playing my music. The months turned into years. In April 2014 I finally received a call for an interview. I couldn't believe it. I thought for sure no one would hire me after being out of work for so long, and also, I didn't live in the city and this added to the reason why I couldn't find work. Where ever I took a job I always wanted it to be my last. Ever since I was a teenager, I simply wanted to do my own thing. I was creative enough, so why not? I would always tell myself that the system is set up a certain way, and it's a tragic sort of truth that we all must deal with on some level or another. Unless the money is always there somehow.
In early 2016 I left that job, with the financial help of my husband, for a life of creative freedom. Honestly, I was terrified and excited at the same time (Why? Another big issue I was going through was the downfall of the relationship with my husband. This started back in 2014 and continued until early 2018. We finally crossed the threshold together and the past 24 years has come full circle around. Thank goodness!) Was the dream finally happening? Yes, but with some assembly required. However, it wasn't until my last paycheck was gone when I realized it finally came to the point in my life where I will be earning money my own way. But, how was I going to do this? It's not like I had all the time in the world. At first, time was money and money was time. As the days moved on I developed a whole new outlook on this concept. I had no choice.
I spent the following year and a half re-inventing my life. Most of the hours I managed every aspect of the business that would soon become larger than I had ever anticipated. As the months moved along I found myself writing more- Creating newsletters containing short stories and articles that were reflecting my life and the healing work I was coming into and posting relevant and meaningful information on social networks. This eventually led to the writing of my lyric book, and then I reopened the treasure chest that contained a book I started to write back in 2012, Dreamweaver. This book is now finished, and now I'm on to my next book, "Soul Ship: A Personal Account of Embodied Enlightenment. This is true quantum creativity- working on the future, past, and parallel lifetimes at the same time.
However, there was still an ongoing nagging question, how am I going to make money? Where is it going to come from? Even though I had developed all these products and services out of thin air and had a mountain of goodies to share with the world, how was I going to advertise for something like this? I kept saying, "It's not like I sell rugs or something like that". It wasn't a mainstream business, and was the world ready for this? I wasn't one of those "lucky" people who had an inheritance, or rich family members. In fact, I realized there was truly no one that could help me at this point. This was mine and mine alone to come to terms with. I have the support of my loving husband, but business funding and day to day living goods is something that I come up with. He pays the major bills, but not everything. He works long hours, seven days a week earning a wage that is not commendable to the energy he is exerting. We barely have any help, but we are determined to make it work.
The first thing I had to do was to sit down in the middle of myself and count my blessings. It was futile every time I had the thought to look in the job classifieds. I knew deep down that was counteractive and disturbing the already abundant energies working on my behalf, but there was an aspect within me that wanted to play "all options" (like I actually had other options, haha!). I thought I knew gratitude up until now. Most of us live our day to day lives without giving much thought to what comes to us. Because it just does. It's always there when we need it and always has been. Whether it be love, well-being, food, water, money, etc. And that's just it- it always comes to us. That could be argued, but when one looks deeper into their true abundance, everything comes when it is needed. It really does.
I spent time in contemplation with all the blessings in my life that I had not looked at until this point. I always gave my thanks for the Stars at night, the Sun and Moon, the health of my family and friends, my ancestors, the water and food I had, but I was missing gratitude towards myself and all my creations. I wasn't truly feeling into the blessings that were all around me and ultimately the blessing that I am. So, I took the necessary time with myself and all that is to feel into it, to allow myself that freedom to move beyond thoughts of doubt and insecurity, to move beyond emotions and to sense into the "All At Once"; Sense what was already done; What was already here.
The first days are always the hardest days. This was not easy and depending on the day and where I was at consciously. But, with time and a little effort it became easier. As I am writing this story there is an aspect that continues to struggle with the knowing that the money will come. But, I guess in a sense I am choosing to write about this now instead of later, despite myself!
A very wise friend once said... In these times, we have our freedom, that's the good news; And we have our freedom, that's the bad news. There is some assembly required during the integration process of embodied enlightenment. The question is what are you going to do with that freedom? Are you truly ready for that kind of responsibility? Or another way of saying it, do you have the ability to respond when necessary? All life moves in rhythms and patterns and so it goes with our own lives. There comes a time to put forth energy and create what we need for ourselves, but sometimes an imbalance may occur depending on how much energy we expend. In other words, too much effort can interrupt the energies at play. It's almost as though the energetic push or effort comes from fear of not being sure of oneself as a creator being. All energy seeks resolution. Therefore, when one creates for the sake of creating, money will follow or an energetic equivalent.
So, now we can relax into the knowing and truly get on with our creative endeavors. It will feel counter intuitive in the beginning, but when moving with the moment and doing what one loves with blissful passion it begins to feel good. Abundance of any kind is all about energy and feeling good. The state of lack does nothing but drain energy and disturbs the already stable energetics’ at play. Choosing a better thought does help change the emotional state and frees up space to breathe and relax into the sense of knowing that it all works out and all is well.
It's easy to feel as though one has done something wrong if they lack in any area of their life, or they perhaps missed an important message because they may not have been paying attention at the time. This is the classic "damned if you do, and damned if you don't" scenario. This can be frustrating and again will always come full circle around to show the natural cycle of patterns at play. Knowing when to move and when to be still.
There was no cosmic joke, no test, no experiment done. I merely had forgotten that all will be there for me when I need it. That I will have the abundance of time to bring forth my creations and to have the opportunity to simply be with myself without any outside distraction. After all, this was what I was ultimately seeking all these years. So, the question was, what will I do with the abundance of time I have? For those two years there were times when I spent too long in the feeling of lack, even though I had everything I needed. There was an aspect that felt guilty if I spent the hours of the day creating instead of working hard at a job that barely paid the bills and drained my energy for all it was worth. That was the counter intuitive feeling I was having. I couldn't truly relax until I had money coming in, or my perceived concept of an income. Nothing was good enough, and nothing could match that paycheck that came every week even though I only had enough. After all, I have a house and car to pay for that exists in a capitalistic society.
So, now that I had enough time to realize this abundance in my life, I began to use it wisely and there was no going back. I began to notice this was disconcerting and frustrating at times. I would continue to try and go back by applying for jobs through the classifieds, like somehow this balanced out the Universe? I was attempting to utilize what I thought was all my options, even though going back to working those jobs was no longer an option. This was something for the Realized One in me to know, and for Muriel to find out, haha! Seriously, we all had a few laughs about that one! There was no going back. I was at the point of no return. There was allowing and letting all the energy I put forth to come back to me naturally, gracefully, and with patience and gratitude. At the same time knowing all my needs are met.
Shower time is another moment of meditation for me. As I stand quietly and focus on my breath I allow the soothing element of water to calm my mind. The very act of washing the hair and scalp is thought purification. Swirling the shampoo with the fingers into the scalp helps to balance thoughts and remove unwanted stagnant and lingering energies. This in turn clears space for ideas and helps with the flow of creativity. Every act that we do is a creative dance and working with the hair and scalp is essentially a creative thought cleansing art. Yes, we need our daily, weekly, and monthly grooms, but when we look deeper into what occurs at an energetic level it is clear to see this very act is a cleansing meditation practice worth mentioning.
It’s own venom made the snake sick...
During one of my difficult ascension symptom times years ago I was attending a sweat lodge and approached a Dine’ (Navajo) healer whom I was watching from a distance as he magically cured a woman from her migraine headache sufferings. I asked him if he could help with my chronic neck pain that I had been experiencing for many moons. He proceeded with his particular healing ways- brushing a feather along my neck in quick swipes and pulling out whatever I had in there. I entered the lodge pain free. After we had finished with our ceremony we all sat down to enjoy a much deserved feast together.
The Medicine Man approached me and said in an airily daunting way, “whatever you had in your neck it made me sick. Whoever you are hanging around with stay away from them.” Now, I knew in my mind that was a rather harsh thing to hear from someone who was only trying to help. I felt a little guilty, but at the same time I thought, “why would someone who does this work on a regular basis not have the proper protection they need?” I suppose it happens from time to time, as in this case. Anyway, I pondered on that for awhile. Grandmother was over hearing our conversation and she said, “Never apologize.” I felt a little better after she chimed in with her wisdom. As I continued on enjoying my food I thought about what the Medicine Man said about the person I had been exposed to. I had a hunch on who it was, for now. For an entire year I worked on mending that relationship and in the end I had a nightime dream that we both had a baby together and it was toaster, haha! We ended up going our separate ways as what happens in life when lessons are learned and experiences are finished. It wasn’t until a few years later when I truly understood what the Dine’ Healer meant by staying away from whoever it was that was influencing me in this way. I came to the realization that the “other” was none other than myself.
I was surprised and shocked at first, and then had a big “Aha!” moment. “Could I really be the one who was ultimately getting myself sick? How could this be?” It was the way I was thinking, protecting myself, and shutting my heart down. I was creating negative thought patterns and sending them so deeply inside it was creating a self inflicted torture that was silently paralyzing me. Yes, that relationship with that person was causing stress and triggering me to respond in a way that was harming myself. The frustrating thing is that they will never know what I went through. The only one who was burned was me. So, how did I handle this? I sat down in the middle of myself and had a sobering conversation with an aspect who had been hiding. She didn’t realize she was causing harm. Her intentions were always true to protect what she perceived as the enemy outside, or the “wolves at the door.” What does one do when the wolves are at the door? They batter down the hatches, board up the windows, and hide. That is what she did.
A human being is not singular, but a multidimensional ever expanding consciousness with many aspects integrating or not as they move in and out of time and space. Once these aspects are gathered together through the act of self realization they become facets. These facets are the collective “I Am” presence, where wisdom flows at any given moment. There are some aspects who may not feel comfortable to integrate, let them be. A person can realize themselves as God too, AND a human being. This is multi-tasking and being one with multi dimensionality. With that being said, the question that I had for this kind Medicine Man was, “What if that person I should stay away from is me?” As any Master knows, the answer comes before the question is even asked. That protective aspect is no longer hiding. In fact, not only is she not hiding anymore, but she is ecstatic that I have recognized her and gave honor for the only thing she knew to do and that is to protect me.
Mental possession is real and a large portion of the human population suffers from this self induced affliction. They spend most of their time with internal dialog consisting of dilemma's similar to what I went through. Is it there for a reason? Absolutely. It will continue until the human is ready to leave their cage; Until they are ready to stop arguing for their limitations; Until they are ready to see that they are comprised of many aspects whom they created themselves for the experience of existing in duality. Some of these aspects are fine left to themselves as long as the human recognizes and honors them. They are not going to join the party with the rest, but what they will do is leave you alone if you let them be. Like a snake that may come across your path one day.
If you let the snake be, she will let you be.
Blog/Musings by Muriel Shickman
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