I had a dream last night… and one of the scenes that came to mind this morning was a man approached me and was a bit aggressive with his inner knowing. He was part of the group known as Shaumbra (*those unfamiliar with this group here is a fine-tuned definition taken directly from the Crimson Circle Glossary: “Shaumbra™ - The name used by Tobias and others for the group of humans going through the awakening process. Tobias claims the term originated during the times of Yeshua ben Joseph (Jesus), when people – many of them Essenes – would gather for secret spiritual meetings. Loosely translated in old Hebrew, the first portion of the word Shaumbra is pronounced “shau-home.” “Shau-home” means home or family. The second portion of the term is “ba-rah,” which means journey and mission. When these terms are put together, it is “shau-home-ba-rah” which means family that is on a journey and experiencing together. Tobias says that in the biblical times, a “shaumbra” was also a scarf or shawl that was worn by either male or female. It was a distinctive crimson color that let the others know it was time to meet. (pronounced Shom-bra)”. After having direct experiences with folks in this group I have gathered that they are uninformed about many of the ancient practices of Shamanism, particularly a term known as “dismemberment”, and how it is closely relates to much of what Adamus and the Crimson Council present within their teaching and coaching.
So, let’s go back to my dream last night… When I asked this man if he knew about this process, he said no and laughed a little at the question. Then, I telepathically picked up on what he was thinking, and I heard “Makyo” (*those unfamiliar with this term, here is another definition taken from the Crimson Circle Glossary: “Makyo - Spiritual verbiage and platitudes that distract from the true experience of Self. Adamus also describes this as spiritual bullshit.”
I said to the man, ok. Would you like to know what Dismemberment is all about? And he goofed around a bit, and eventually after his little side act clown show, he obliged to listen and fill his curiosity. I then began to chop of this head, arms, legs, and then the rest of the middle part of this body, the neck, chest, stomach and so on. After all his body parts were laying on the ground I proceeded to ask him to look at himself now. "What do you see? And who are you without your body?" He looked at his body parts and then started to look at himself and did this back and forth check a few times before he answered. “My body is still here, but it looks like light instead of the density I am familiar with.” He was a bit in shock at this point but was doing very well with this experience. I then proceeded to place all the body parts into a fire next to us. As he watched them burn he kept going back to checking out what he looked like without his physical body. “Keep watching yourself burn in that fire”, I suggested. As he did, he watched all his body parts turn to ashes.
The term Makyo has turned into a judgement type of word that folks on the path of embodied enlightenment are throwing around among themselves, like many of the spiritualities especially Shamanism, that it’s just bullshit, and the attitude of “you don’t need any of that”, because everything is inside the self. Well, yes. Understood. But, what needs to be clarified is that the verbiage that they are using to look down at many spiritualities and that which is creating a separation for themselves is the very natural processes that take place as being a divine being of light in human form. Regardless of the terms we use, look at the dismemberment process. Here is an excellent example: There is a bird in Egyptian mythology, the Phoenix that lived in the desert for 500 years and then consumed itself by fire, later to rise renewed from its ashes. It recycled its own life. When it perceived its impending death, the Phoenix ignited itself into a magnificent fire. In time, it reemerged from its own ashes—reborn, renewed, and very much alive. When we apply this ancient story to our own life we begin to see that it is us that need to stand in our own fire. With patience and “allowing” fire to do what it does best—transmutation. Fire is also the only element that cannot be polluted.
Let’s go back to my dream…after the man was finished processing his experience we then began to put him back together with a completely new body. His entire demeanor changed about this process and he then understood who he really was. We smiled together, and then I woke up. I felt inspired to write this for those who will greatly benefit from this knowing.
This is what it means to have direct experiences with small deaths, resurrections, and truly allowing oneself to begin anew again. I also want to point out there are countless ways for dismemberments to happen. Some come on their own during dream-time, or one can bring it on themselves during a shamanic Journey with a set intention for this type of cleansing, or it can happen in physical reality during daytime visions, and so on. It also brings all of us together as the entire human race is on the same “mission” whether we know it or not. One can truly embrace their sovereignty when they completely comprehend that we are all in this together. All together now, no pun intended.
Am I Allergic to My Own Energetics? Understanding Music, Sound & Frequency, Color coding, and how consciousness moves through the physical Body
Those of us who choose to raise our vibrations undergo changes on all levels of our being. This can happen in many ways, and unique to our own individual experiences. We are living in the most awesome times ever before in the history of this planet, and the frequencies that are available now are creating some elating experiences. At the same time, they are creating major adjustments to our mind, emotions, and physical body. One must be careful to approach this incredible transformation because when bringing in the light, higher frequencies can literally crush physical matter and the individual can experience major health problems. Also, those who are not choosing to undergo this transformation are experiencing this anyway by just being alive on a planet whose frequency is now at a higher range.
The medical industry remains clueless and limited by their own structure when trying to understand something that is metaphysical. However, there are individual doctors and facilities who are beginning to adopt practices that address energy, but it is still very new to the industry. So, instead of being able to cure this energetic issue, they merely treat it with their limited understanding, and this can make matters worse.
Many people are prescribed anti-depressants, opiates, or drugs that are detrimental to ones being, and is highly overlooked, creating a dependency epidemic like we have never witnessed before. Some people remain upset with this lack of care and continue to self-medicate to offset the symptoms they are experiencing. This not only creates havoc within the energetic bodies and the physical, but when one feels they are ready to let go of this they tend to experience a type of shock and then immediately go back to drinking alcohol, or taking street drugs, or even the legal cannabis that everyone is beginning to rely on to assist their healing and well-being (there is nothing wrong with cannabis. It does assist some key issues such as epilepsy, cancer, auto-immune deficiencies, neurological disorders). However, allowing one’s energy to serve them means they do not need anything outside of themselves. The light-body begins to come into the carbon body (physical body) naturally, and with time the symptoms subside, but this can be scary and unsettling making one unsure of themselves with this natural process and for good reasons. It takes courage.
So, what does the title of this article mean? Am I allergic to my own energetics? What if (and I love playing the “what if game”), ones’ own energy is too big for their physical body and they experience symptoms such as anxiety, depression, a feeling of walking alongside the self, neurological or nervous issues that create what the medical industry established as a degenerative brain issues such as MS or Fibromyalgia, cognitive issues, blood disorders, heart problems, auto-immune problems… the list goes on. One’s consciousness may be ready to let the energy serve in ways that they were unwilling to allow before, but the physical body may not be ready to handle the energetic surges that come with this rapid change.
When I work with my clients I use a couple of techniques that came to me over time from an inter-dimensional knowing, and it’s using sound (music frequency & vibrations), and what I call “color coding”.
For instance, the sound healing part is pretty much understood by most people. Simply, singing a tone/frequency over the physical body or using a mantra that carries a certain vibration (Abracadabra is an Arabic word meaning “I create as I speak”) that moves beyond the atomic level and re-adjusts the DNA and cellular structure. With the other technique (which works well in-person and long distance), “color coding” is a way to move the frequencies that reside in certain parts of the body that don’t necessarily belong there. For instance, people generally contact me through email or messenger and ask me if I can provide some healing assistance for their issue, and these problems can range from A-Z. One example to bring up here, is they may feel that an outside entity has taken up residence inside of them and they experience repeated nightmares, negativity, or they just don’t feel present all the way in their body (also known as a possession from a Shamanic standpoint). I begin to ask them where they sense this in their body, and then they respond by telling me it’s in their heart and throat. I then tell them to take three good deep breaths in and out (let the out breath fall naturally, and it helps by saying the vowel sound “ah”, it just feels good and helps clear a little stress or anxiety they may be feeling). Then when they are ready, I ask what colors they see in those areas, starting with the first location. It may be a color, texture, feeling, etc. but generally they see a certain color or two. I suggest moving the color to where it resides naturally in the body (those of you unfamiliar with this, the physical body has an aura surrounding it and is a rainbow of colors starting at the feet and moves to the head, i.e. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo or purple, and white). So, for instance if they are seeing brown/red, or even black, and green in the heart area I suggest moving the colors brown/red to below the waste area (this is the root chakra and is red in color when healthy). When they feel they have done this successfully, we move to the other area where they feel the stuck energy is residing, in this case is the throat. They may see some blue, or yellow, perhaps other colors, and then I work with them to move those colors to the areas of the body where they belong (keeping the blue in the throat area which is the natural color frequency of that area and the arms, communication). I ask them to go back to the heart and if they don’t’ see any other colors besides green or even magenta, we then go back to the throat. If they still see colors there, besides the ones that belong, we continue to move the other colors to the appropriate areas. Again, going back to the throat checking to see what resides there. After I feel confident they completed this process, I ask them how they are feeling at this point. Generally, they respond with a good feeling. We have succeeded at moving the frequencies to where they belong and attuned the aura surrounding the physical body. We have replaced the displaced energetics that was causing the symptoms or discomfort. Again, this is just an example of one person’s experience. Everyone has their own visualization during this process.
So, instead of going to the doctor or feeling that there is something major going on, I highly recommend spending some time with me and you will see from first hand experience that this type of metaphysical healing works, and will also save you much heartache, time, and money. You may just be bringing higher frequencies in faster than your body is equipped for.
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I did not travel to another Universe outside the Earth, no. I got small here. The little ones, blue… are called ‘The Who’, for now. One drop of water carries you here. Wait! There’s a dragon, and a wolf is a deer here too, it’s both. There’s another world below, let’s go deeper…Worlds that have always been here and older than the ground you walk upon. You can only see them when your heart is glad. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
Turtles don’t move slow, no. One step is equivalent to 50 miles in the fairy realms. Like many species here on Earth, turtle came up to the surface from “the below”. We will witness many more to come and dance with us among the new Sun. Remember, there are many worlds within just this one.
…and I’m not talking about the truth you think is true, true, true from something you heard outside of yourself. Their truth maybe true, but most likely it is not. Why? Because, you read some book written by a yogi or “realized master”, or attend a seminar or workshop, or a church that is only there to control your mind and emotions, and make you feel guilty, like you're actually important enough to go to a place called heaven or hell, or somewhere in between (and btw, the service sucks in all those places), and then go and repeat it like it's yours, like it actually helped your psychosis and delusions of grandeur, then you go out into the world and experience the truth of this plastic concrete paved place and drop down a few levels in your consciousness, take on a little more guilt added to what you already hid very well and thought you cleansed from your fragile eggshell mind, and guaranteed if you met any of your yogi or priestess idols you would not want to spend more than a minute with those assholes. Relationships don’t need to work, and compassion? There is no business for that in the coming days… just as there will be no such thing as a healer in the future. So, stop trying to please everyone, because you can’t, and well it’s a waste of… oh fuck. Forget it. The truth business is a mean business, certainly not for the light-hearted.
America, and much of the Western World suffer with a sickness towards “The Almighty Dollar”. It has become the new church and is much popular than any Christian Sect. Look at the Vatican. It’s a bank in its very nature. Sell the Vatican, feed the hungry. In fact, most of the poverty of the world could dissolve overnight by selling this “Real”-estate. The masses cannot see clearly because they have dollar signs in their eyes, and all the stuff they can get beyond the imagination from the comfortable corporatocracy. They are hypnotized by things beyond their immediate needs, and in a pleasure trance of stolen treasure. Most of this treasure is made of plastics, or materials that harm that natural world, and so everyone else and all who exist here suffers greatly because of this. Yes it is changing, but remember this… Things are getting better and worse at the same time.
In the late 1800’s the supreme court of the United States approved the corporations request to obtain a charter to sell goods and services. It was a like a “domino effect” and the corporate camp set up overnight, paved the land, and the companies, banks, government, and military took over (the power of eminent domain). The people no longer have any rights beyond their immediate breath, and now this is in question.
There is this insatiable hunger to find more and more ways to be comfortable. We live in a dimension, and a planet that is not set up to sustain this way of living. We are not meant to live the way most American’s desire to live, and it seems like they have the rest of world trying to meet this standard. Most of the resources reside in the United States, so it’s tempting, but it’s not sustainable.
At the individual level we are highly influenced by each other. We always crave more stuff to fancy up our “zoo cages” or homes, and never satisfied. It’s a hunger that will never go away. It’s like we are much like the canine group, always hungry for the next best thing. Humans are everywhere. This planet has become man-made, and because of our technology and our false sense of security we travel all over the place without much regard to the environment. That’s great that people have the freedom to do this, but it takes much responsibility of the individual to look around and see there are billions of people who have a desire to live like kings and queens. What’s up with all the traveling going on? Because we can jump into an airplane and go wherever we desire? Why aren’t people keeping this in check? Take what you need, leave the rest. Whatever happened to this common sense?
Those who have made the choice to awaken to their true selves have crossed the threshold into the “age of vulnerability”. Time to get used to this, because there is no ending of this age. No one will be left behind with the new frequencies available now on the planet, but the status quo is being tested like they have never witnessed before. So, we are all in this boat together without the paddles we thought could move us through these times.
So then, it brings us back to the abundance topic… Abundance is who we are, Yes. Just as time and space is not something outside of ourselves. I always tell people who struggle with obtaining any amount of money, if you have $1 you have enough (perhaps there is a reason why the money is not there, maybe it might bring you to your death? Or someone else?) If you have $1,000,000,000 you have enough (perhaps you like to make money just to make money. It’s not real anyway and cannot be taken with you when you die). Warren Buffet said it the best, “when people get greedy, be fearful. When people are fearful, get greedy. There is much truth beyond the first take of this statement. I have lived it, know this very well from direct experience.
It’s time to wake up from the trance. It’s not like there are many choices anyway, look around. If you haven’t noticed that there is a major shift in consciousness going on, time will bring you to this realization. There is a shamanic message that the Auchar people of the Amazon want the world to know... "The world is as we dream it", and it is time to change the nightmare into a beautiful dream. Or perhaps, you personally will not desire to go any further on a planet that is now at 5th dimensional frequency and check out. There is no such thing as death anyway, so we will all see you when we get there. If you choose to stay, that’s why I am here. I offer potent guidance for the days ahead of us. Also, for those who are suffering from losing a loved one to suicide, or any traumatic event. Visit my healing/life-coaching services page: http://www.murielshickman.com/healing-services
We all have an energetic field or aura around our physical body, which is comprised of several energetic fields that correspond to our emotional, mental, and spiritual aspects. If you extend your arms all the way out around your physical body and turn your palms in facing you, that is where you end, and the world begins. This is your energetic boundary. You can do this exercise with both arms extended out and move them around your body in either direction to get a feel for this. It goes above your head and a little below the feet too. Now, when you go out into the world this awareness of your boundaries is the utmost importance for not only the health and well-being of yourself, but the entire planet and many worlds that exist here.
When you are sharing space with someone or vice-versa, you can simply move your energetic field in closer to your physical body. In fact, you can move it in to the point where you can slip a piece of paper between your energy field and the person getting closer to you. This is still your space, and a boundary of where your field ends, and the world begins. It's all in the awareness.
Light pollution was a big issue with people until the cities expanded into metro-poles (and it's as if no one talks about it anymore). We not only have that problem but are contending to sound pollution as well. As if one person’s boundaries have extended out and reaches over the entire planet without anyone keeping this in check. Now, multiply that by seven billion people. I know here in America people suffer greatly with overextending their boundaries. They blare loud music out their car windows, like it's part of their image, and have no volume gauge when speaking. The list goes on.
So, one of the biggest issues with humanity is not having awareness of energetic boundaries. Not only does this create havoc for us, but all other species that we share this space with. The daily news is fueled by those who mistreat others by breaking these boundaries and taking what is not theirs. Sexual abuse, especially involving woman, children, homosexual and transgender individuals, is growing more intense every day. Many people don't feel comfortable talking about it. They simply try to shove it under the rug as if nothing is happening.
The planet will become a much more quiet, peaceful, and gentle place to exist when humanity has a general understanding of where they end, and the world begins. Let us start with ourselves, and make sure this is one of the first things we teach our children when they become old enough to understand.
So, I guess that's it...once you die before you die you realize nobody else dies, because no one ever truly does. There is no such thing as death, and it's no longer sad anymore. This is one way that you become different from many people because you may feel the sadness for a brief period, but it doesn't last too long. Your knowing kicks in, you realize this once the veil of grief is lifted, and you go into the remembering that no one ever dies.
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Energy is not something outside of the self, and the universe does not request one to acquire it. There is a common belief among the masses that if you do something right or wrong the universe (or God, or…) is watching and will act accordingly (even those who do not have any religious or spiritual beliefs. Somehow, they took this on). There is a general misunderstanding of the ancient Sanskrit word "karma", which means one’s actions, and that is all. There is no good or bad here. When the Beatles wrote their famous song "We All Shine On", the term "instant karma" was immediately spread throughout mass consciousness and assisted in redefining this word. It was totally misunderstood. People do very well at repeating what they hear from outside of themselves, and then owning it as if it was theirs. Any belief is limiting. Why? Because it came from outside the self. If and only if one checks in with themselves and it rings true, then it is. There is a universal truth, but one must find it within their own confine. We are physical beings, and so we move, and act.
We are born as shiny “God” specks, with our energy intact, twinkling in our “I Am-ness”, and knowing that we are everything (yet, nothing). Then, we begin to learn the world. Our mother and father or caretaker then tells us what is good and what is bad, and our peers reinforce it. There is an immediate energetic manipulation and controlling of the mind that takes place for one to be a good standing world citizen. So, I can hear the questions coming up at this point. That’s great Muriel, but there must be order. People can’t just go around killing, raping, and acting like they own this place and then nothing happens to them. If you look deeper into what was just said, there is an issue with power and control. Why are there so many prisons, mental institutions, and countless orderly ways to control those who are “out of line”? Because, we don’t know what to do with chaos. And has this worked very well? Not so much. So, then what are we going to do as we watch the daily news and the world is getting more and more chaotically intense as people act out this very thing that cannot be controlled? In fact, the more control presents itself, the more it’s acted out. There is a tango of power and control that takes place between those who create and maintain the laws, and the outlawed. Do you see? It’s a nice little wheel that spins 24 hours a day nonstop.
You hear the famous quote by Einstein floating around social media all the time these days, “We cannot solve our problems with the same level of thinking that created them.” Yet, there is this constant perpetual motion of the same old ways, the same old news, same, same… with very little change. Media is powered by the reactions from the masses, you and I. But what if it’s not the laws that need changing? What if (and I love to play the “what if” game), it’s the individual that needs to go within, and let themselves experience the “dark night of the soul”?
What sparked me to write this musing today had nothing to do with what was mentioned above. In fact, when my fingers began to type these words what I originally wanted to say changed. Now, to get to the original intention.
When we lose someone close to us this is a sad and sometimes tragic experience. Mostly because we will never see them again (at least in this lifetime as how they were in their physical form as that person), but what is taking place on an energetic level is the fact they are taking their energy back from everyone they shared it with. Usually this takes place when we die, not when we are still living. Why? Because most people do not understand how energy works and serves the individual. If one dies before they die, meaning they discovered their inner “Holy Grail”, then the process of taking one’s energy back takes place while they are still alive. We all can do this at any time. How much of your energy is scattered or splattered in places where you left it? How many people have tried to take your energy without much success? Why? Because it’s yours and does not belong to anyone else.
Energy feeding is a common epidemic, and it’s popular these days especially with social media. Why? Because many people do not like themselves and need reinforcement from others to tell them if they are good, or bad. Those who are famous feed from outside, but it’s a temporary fix. Like the heroin addict. It makes you wonder what happens to the famous person in that moment of death? Perhaps they already began the process of taking their energy back. I know this energetic awareness from being a musical performer most of my life. The crowd makes the performance. Other than that, it’s merely a private practice session. Many are purging what no longer belongs within their energetics because it truly cannot stay if the choice is to keep living on a planet whose frequency is now radiating self-love or well-being. It is now the utmost importance to close this feedback loop. There is nothing wrong with having friends and others tell you if they like you or not, but do you see the point here? You don’t need any outside input when you are comfortable in your own skin, the kingdom within. Gather up your energy. It’s yours, and you will see how it begins to serve you in ways unimaginable.
Blog/Musings by Muriel Shickman
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